moving out is hard...but starting a new life, is even harder...

today i'm moving out all my stuff to his house. since i have to kosongkan the house that im staying right now before my flight back to Malaysia, we've decided to move all my stuff into his house, and i'll live in Mijah's house for couple of days before the flight (15th Feb)

sedih la pulak masa packing2 barang. walaupun baru tinggal sini 2 tahun jek. but i'm really excited for my new life, soon! and, FYI, we'll be living in the house which Fareez lives right now. i like that house sooo much, because of the strategic location near the campus, and also the construction inside the house (not like the traditional Japanese  house)

sorry Mijah because i'll be 'kacau'ing you before u even finish ur final presentation. and u know how i really dont know to pack lite. i've tried to re-pack soooo many times, but my stuff still x dapat dikurangkan. =(  ina, u should really teach me how to hidop ber'nomad'. memang respek betol la sama u, because i always see u with that small back-pack, travelling to Tokyo from Okayama. how how how, please teach me! URGENT! because, when i'm back in Malaysia, i also have to move to many places, and i really need to learn how to pack lite. TIPS pleassseeee! i always ended up with extra shirts, extra pants and everything for emergency. i just cant live without being prepared.

i'm waiting for the guys to come and help me move my stuff. thank God i have these BIG BIG GUYS in Meiji that can always help me with this kinda things. btw, i will not bring my laptop to Mijah's so, i'll not be online for some time. see u guys soon! and GOOD LUCK with the FINALS! i know u guys can do it!

i dont need you

urghh...
really..really i dont need you!! i dont need you to tell me how to comunicate.

i know u do eat 'garam' earlier/ longer than me, but i eat 'sugar' more than you! you know what i mean??? beza umor takat 2, 3 tahun tuh, tak payah r nak kata ko pakar dalam semua perkara. mungkin aku lagik pakar dari ko dalam sesetengah perkara! pikir sebelom ko cakap!! PEEEELLLLIIIIIIISSSLAAAAA!!!

maybe is not i dont KNOW how to communicate, i just dont WANT tooo. dont you ever think of that? and maybe i dont WANT to because its just irritates me to talk with you. you are just not my cup of tea, okay!

btw, siapa sokong aku dengan kemalasan nak bercakap dengan lelaki yang berlagak macho la lebih, slalue angkat diri sendiri depan perempuan, and tak nak tunjuk die tuh tak reti ke hape ke...
girls! i know you girls pun ada perasaan sebegini kan?? urghhh...apa yang korang buat? kalo aku, aku prefer dok diam dan menyaksikan orang tersebut memperbodohkan dirinya sendiri.
urgh, peeeeellliiiiissss....

demi satu chop

tdi aku dah submit final thesis. alhamdulillah...semua nya berjalan lancar. sekarang just tinggal final presentation jek hari sabtu ni. slide tak buat lagik =P ..wish me luck! and for sure la, presentation tuh in Japanese..huaaa..nervous nervous nervous..

skarang aku ada perangai suka nak cakap dlm Japanese gaya orang putih..bagik nampak berlagak skit. aku dah try cakap style orang melayu dari lama dulu. tapi rasa macam tak cukup tahap kegedikkannya r. sampai kan ada kawan aku cakap yang aku ni marah ka apa, sebab style aku cakap cam x ceria ,gedik2 ala orang jepon pompuan yang laen. huahhh... malas aku nk bergedik sebegitu. aku gedik ngan sorang jek..
Good luck for exam today bibs!
i know you've been busy lately, but relax2 la skit ek...
propagandaku yang baru... 'GAMBARI SUGINAI YOUNI' = 'BERUSAHA JANGAN BERSUNGGUH SANGAT!'..ntah betol ka ayat aku nie. arhhh biarkan.
haaa...propaganda ku...apa nak jadi, jadilah...kita berusaha, Dia yang menentukan.. dulu, aku nie jenis pulun, semua benda aku pulun nak jadik paling top. aku rs orang sekeliling aku memang dah amat tahu r dgn perangai aku itu..tapi aku dah penat! nak bersara sebentar. bukan tak nak berusaha dah...cuma, berusaha semampu badan , selarat otak.
aku sebenarnye jeles tgk orang yang boleh untuk TIDAK berusaha. hurmm...kalo aku boleh jadik lebih relaks macam mereka itu. susah untuk aku supaya menjadi TIDAK berusaha. aku selalu nak jadik yang terbaik...
erghh...apa aku merepek nie.

p/s: TIGA HARI LAGI SAYA AKAN BERGELAR GRADUAN.
p/s/s: kurang 50 hari lagi saya akan bergelar ISTERI =)

Tahik pun jadila

Apelah aku tgk derang nie. Boleh plak amik tahik koala bear plak utk dijadikan omamori (tangkal/pelindung??). Pagi tdik dlm tv aku tengok dok promote derang jual tahik koala sebagai keychain (najis koala bear yang real coating ngan apa ntah bagik keras) supaya berjaya dalam exam. Najis pn boleh  jadik r derang nie.

 [rujuk: tahik koala bear]

" Senang nak dapat, susah nak buang"

just checked just now. mahal gila!!

orang sampah tak ambil barang elektrik such as, TV, peti ais , air cond. and mainly yang besar2 tu. esok aku buang katil patah aku tuh dengan satu kerusi. boleh tahan lagik, kena charge 500yen x2 (approx RM 37). kepada yang tak tahu..
NAK BUANG SAMPAH BERSAIZ BESAR KENA BAYAR!!!

Cara- cara:

1) CALL city korang punyer pusat pungut sampah (check no.tepon dari tenet, or boleh gak apply dari tenet)

2) nanti operator tuh bagik no. rujukan untuk pungut SAMPAH 'berharga' kita tuh. and harga barang depends pada sizenya mostly (ukuran barang adalah pada bahagian yang lebar/panjang paling besar)

3) BELI seal kat convenience store. ikut harga yang operator tuh bagitau tadik. (aku hampir menggunakan credit card, almaklumlah...akhir2 bulan nie)

4) ISI & LEKAT. no. rujukan/ nama korang, isi pada seal and lekat kat sampah 'berharga' tuh.

5) MINTAK PAKWE TOLONG angkat sampah 'berharga'  kita tuh. letak di tempah yang operator tuh suruh.

6) PIKIR apa yang kita boleh buat dengan 'duit' yang telah kita buang itu.

kalo nak tahu, harga nak buang TV, which is, orang sampah tak ambil, maka orang darik recycle shop akan ambil and kita kena byr orang recycle shop tuh. haaa...aku ushar2, harga nak buang tv atas 16inch, bout 2,800Yen (~RM100), peti ais 5,000Yen (~RM200). so aku nasihat kan kepada korang yang pikir nak jual barang mahal2 kat junior korang tuh, fikir harga yang berpatutan skit. kalo bagik 0Yen pun kita tak rugi apa2.

p/s: procedures may differ in different cities. cara-cara yang telah di bincang kan oleh penulis adalah bagi kawasan Kawasaki. =)

[image : tkyw.jp ]

saya dan dia

(1)

who's who?

 what, where, when?

(2)

i've only realized just now that my thesis submission is next friday, but i'm still at the introduction page.

(sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

(3)

i want a new comfortable shoe. it is really cold now so its not suitable for wearing those ballet shoe that i usually like. and, i think my foot are getting larger everyday, because some of my shoes are now tighter than before. isn't it supposed to be like, 'makin lama pakai, makin longgar?'. my ordinary crocs, sekarang hanya dipakai untuk buang sampah kat tong sampah besar depan rumah tu, because of the lobang2 angin, x sesuai untuk musim sekarang even though its always comfortable . my boots? dah banyak calar-balar. really want to get a new one, but, always no suitable size or fitting for my HUGE foot =(

(4)

now i averagely drink about 3 mugs of coffee everyday. and my perut mengulas selalu. is it the side effect?

(5)

i should continue my writing on the next window......Ms Word 2007....click,click,click,tap,tap, slurpppp...

ohh..wait....!

my anti-virus have expired. what would you suggest for a free anti-virus? or should i buy a new license?

[ pic source : Wikipedia ]

When everyone is wearing black thick coat and thight leggings, im wearing a white and pink balloon.

@one small room, i assumed just for me in front of my lab.

two weeks more!

then i'm free!!!

miss you pattaya... hope to see you soon

berusaha berusaha!!! mari berusaha! lalalalaaaaa

deh.. banyak merapu, aku pun tak tahu nak tulis apa ni. tak sabarnya nak balik Malaysia!!!!!!!!! sebulan je lagik, but banyak lagi benda yang kena di selesaikan dulu.

banyak berangan sungguh la sekarang ni. ishk2 baru je masuk tahun baru dah banyak sifat2 negatip. kenapa la Jepun habiskan penggal bulan 1 dan mula penggal baru bulan 4. tak best lansung! biasala, bulan 1 ni kan bulan baloq selepas bercuti. mana boleh nak set otak terus struggle untuk final. aku ingat nak buat proposal la bagik kat Hatoyama (PM Jepon), suruh dia tukar penggal persekolahan kat Jepon ni. yang paling elok bagi penggal sama macam kat Malaysia. Masyuk skit bila cuti sama dengan orang-orang lain kat Malaysia.

betol tak? betol tak? betol tak?

this and that

There’s so much thing going on lately and so much more I want to tell you. But haven’t had a chance to do so. First and foremost, let me thank my friends around me that kept me company throughout the holidays. You know how holidays can get me; I’ll miss my family and always felt lonely. But not this time! Thanks to you guys!!! I had a real blessed with the fun fun fun activities we had together. And I really hope even after I got married, we still got chances to hang out together. Thanks to your hospitality, Mijah and comot, who always welcome my unpleasant existence once in a while with or without notice, and my ‘tidak segan’ attitude whenever I’m at you place to do what ever I like. Thanks for bearing with me. =P And not to forget, Dila (get well soon with your flu) and Ain kecik and all the Shibaurians, for the great food. I’ll miss you guys next sem =(

Well, I don’t know why suddenly my post getting personal here. Maybe because I get so tensed up when realizing that I have my thesis submission and final presentation, all in the same week. And that I still haven’t finished my research project and still haven’t started writing anything on the thesis.

I know you guys are facing the same internal problems too. Hope that we can be strong to face all the challenges that may come in front of us. And hope that we can succeed with flying colors.　In this same month I also have to face the busyness of moving place.　Have to cancel the this and that, have to call the this and that, and this and that and this and that and everything.

I was thinking of paying the people yang to angkut barang with lorry, so I have fill up a form in the internet (there’s a service that we can easily get quotation from many ‘moving’ company by filling up only one borang) for them to give me their quotation. I don’t know that they will call me back; I thought they will only email me the quotations. Suddenly now I’ve been wanted by those company. Damn it they keep calling me on phone, one company after another. And they said they want to come to my house to see what stuff to pack/move. And they actually came! At night!!!

p/s : have fun writing thesis!

lamernye tak hapdet!

Malas benor, memandangkan dok cuti ja ni. Apa lagi, gather-gather la dengan kawan-kawan kan. Tak kan nak nghadap komp jek tiap ari, yang dengan ipon tuh pon, tok sah la selalu ngadap. Nanti boleh rabun dekat dan bengkak tangan sampai tak boleh suap nasik. Ada professor di Saudi Arabia dah menunjukkan hasil uji kaji beliau yang penggunaan ipon boley membawa banyak kesan buruk kepada kesihatan tubuh badan. Sebab itu la aku tak guna. Ko bagik aku free pun aku buat perhiasan saja.

Oh, ada la lebih kurang 12jam lagik nak masuk 2010. 2012 dah lepas dah, not bad la. 2010 macam mana pulak? Biasanya tiap2 tahun bila menjelang tanggal 1 haribulan je, semua orang mula fikir pasal azam tahun baru. Apa itu azam? Aku pun kalut jugak la nak buat tiap2 tahun bila tenghok orang laen suma sakan nak buat.

Azam aku tahun ni;
1) Makan pizza setiap minggu
2) Berbelanja sakan dengan duit kerajaan yang dihulurkan kat aku setiap bulan untuk kepuasan peribadi
3) Pergi karaoke setiap minggu
4) Buat kerja last minit bila kena submit apa2
5) Selalu gi Shinjuku
6) Banyakkan lagik minum coffee
7) Naikkan berat badan 5kg lagik
8) Pergi Disneyland setiap kali cuti
9) Tulis belog setiap hari
10) Tak pergi lab setiap hari

Setiap tahun, aku berusaha buat list yang cukup molek, tapi aku selalu tak berjaya. Maka daripada menjayakan azam aku, aku bercadang untuk tidak menjayakan azam aku. Nak join? Buatlah 'azam anda untuk tidak berjaya' memandangkan memang hakikatnya anda pun tak berjaya dengan azam anda setiap tahun.

p/s: amaran, untuk bacaan 18 tahun ke atas sahaja!

Selamat Tahun Baru, rakan-rakan ku!

yo ho ho....!!!

selamat bercuti untuk diri sendiri!
anda telah berpenat lelah setiap minggu, ambillah cuti berehat bersama keluarga!

so aku ishktiharkan cuti untuk aku dari esok...........................................................................................................................hingga................................isnin? hrmmm...maybe...

isnin is my Prof's last day at school. He'll start his cuti from 29th to 5th Jan. But, kalau pergi jumpa dia pun aku nak buat apa? tak tahu tak tahuuuu....

Well, thanks to globalization...i can still e-mail my Prof even its holiday right?

so,you tooo...
lets loose up a little!!

Tips-tips menurunkan bil elektrik tanpa menderita

Condition: Rumah setinggan Jepun 1Room + 1Kitchen
Bil sekarang: approx 10,000 Yen
Target: less than 4,500 Yen
Musim: Sejuk ketaq

[image : Nihonsun.com]

1 ) Heater
Tutup segala heater buruk yang ada dalam rumah anda. Especially heater elektrik rupa macam toaster tu. A big NO NO NO. Then, pasang ekon heater, ke suhu max yang boleh di sahkan SIRIM iaitu 22deg.

Kepada siapa yang tak memilik ekon:
Beli gas burner yang portable, masak kari ayam pedas dalam bilik anda. Suhu dari masakan anda dapat memberikan anda keselesaan yang berpanjangan.

2) TV vs Leptop
Nak tengok TV? Amik remote cont, then check semua stesen, kalau tak ada yang menarik; tekan butang merah kat remote tu. Butang tuh boleh selamatkan yen anda at least 50 yen sehari. Kalau ada cerita menarik; pegi hadap leptop anda 5 minit, tenung tenung tenung, kalau tak ada orang 'buzz' anda; sila tekan butang yang biasa anda tekan tiap kali balik dari campus tu. Butang itu juga amat baik utk diri anda dan keluarga.

3) Baju
Pergi Don Quijote (sebutan Don-Key-Ho-Tei), check kat bahagian pakaian tidor atau pakaian sukan. Anda Nampak satu pakaian yang dinamakan sweater? Kenapa namanya ‘sweater’. Sejarah dari zaman penjajahan Hitler dulu, pengikut- pengikutnya di wajibkan memakai pakaian ini supaya dapat memberikan suhu badan yang ideal untuk berperang. Dengan memakai pakaian ini, anda akan ‘ter-sweat’, jadi, nama pakaian ini secara rasminya telah dinamakan ‘sweater’ oleh Hitler.

Pesanan Hitler, pakaian ini perlulah dipilih dari tahap ketebalan nya, bukanlah dari rupa bila memakai.
Pesanan aku, beli yang tiada hoot (hud?hood? alah benda kat baju utk tutup kepala tuh) supaya anda selesa memakai sepanjang masa di rumah.

4) Makanan & Minuman
Anda disarankan untuk menambahkan Habanero sos dalam setiap juadah anda. Contohnya resepi ringkas:

1. Ambil sekeping roti
2. Sapu jam strawberry
3. Tuangkan 10 titik (minimum) Habanero sos ke atas roti tersebut
4. Jamulah dengan orang tersayang

Anda juga disarankan untuk minum air panas setiap masa, dan juga sebelum tidor untuk memanaskan badan anda. Yang paling saya sarankan ialah meminum teh panas kaw-kaw sekali harung. Jangan tegok sedikit-sedikit kerana haba dari air itu akan terserap oleh persekitaran. Jadi anda perlu bersaing untuk mendapatkan haba tersebut sblm persekitaran mendapatnya.

5) Barang- barang elektrik
Putuskan semua penyambungan wayar2 elektrik bagi barang- barang elektrik yang anda sedang tidak guna kan. Contohnya; bila tak guna microwave, putuskan wayar nya. Yang paling berkesan, anda boleh gunakan satu alat yang dinamakan ‘gunting’. Gunting boleh digunakan dengan berkesan untuk memutuskan wayar barang2 elektrik anda.

Untuk kotak ais, sila naikkan suhu kotak ais anda ke tahap maximum (jangan biar kotak ais anda sejuk sangat). Kalau anda punya kotak ais tiada tombol penurun suhu tersebut; sila ambil kotak besar darik pasaraya, dan sumbat semua makanan anda di dalam kotak tersebut. Kemudian, letakkan kotak tersebut di luar rumah anda. Kaedah ini dinamakan kaedah 'kotak ais semulajadi'. Dengan kaedah ini, anda akan paling dapat mengelakkan wallet anda dari nipis dengan tak tentu pasal.

Selamat mencuba!

we bought them!

(mind the rotation of the photo, kemalasan melampau)

hope to read during the holidays, to avoid me asking him to go out soo much. I really really have to tanamkan sifat suka membaca sooner or later. sebelum orang memijak saya. i think its a good step to start reading from things we like to read first right? but mostly benda merapu la will get my attention the most. However I'm really excited to know whats next in the twilight saga. Hopefully i have the time to read everything.

F.Y.I:
5 Feb : I'll be officially homeless
15 Feb : Insyallah my flight back to Malaysia
2-3 March : Planning to go to Sarawak to settle the contract with Unimas
13 March : The BIG day!

p/s: we've seen some of the new house for us to move in next year. but the one that he's staying right now is still the best for me. hopefully we can get another house in that building.
p/s/s: the real estate for that building tak bagi we 'chop' the house for masuk in April because its tooo early. I'm damn mad at that guy. he should at least let us see some of the house 1st. ini awal2 dah kata terus tak boleh.
p/s/s/s: i think that the 1st time I show how angry I am at orang kedai. I mean, tak pernah lagik la aku tak puas hati dengan customer service in Jepon ni.
p/s/s/s/s: GUD NIGHT! =P

menjelang Jumaat

mula la malas nak buat keje kat lab.
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Kepada sahabat seperjuangan se'research'ku,

aku tahu kau susah bangun pagi,
aku tahu kau duduk rumah mak bapak kau jauh dari universiti,
aku tahu, kau banyak kerja lain, part-time job lagik,
jadi, aku paham kalau kau tak boleh datang meeting kita di pagi hari

tapi,
cuba kau paham aku pula.
aku tak boleh buat kerja petang, otak aku bengong selepas pukul lima,
tambahan lagi dah masuk Maghrib bagi aku yang beragama,
aku tak boleh stay sampai malam-malam macam kau dan lepak buat kerja,
aku kena balik rumah, masak, kalau dak aku tak makan la.

aku paham kau,
kau paham aku, terima kasih tau.

maafkan aku kalau aku terpaksa mengatakan aku ada hal setiap hari pukul 5 petang,
aku nak elak dari kau suruh aku stay untuk meeting kita sampai tengah malam.
maafkan aku, kerana aku tak rasa itu satu keadaan yang optimum untuk aku buat kerja dengan mantap.
penat, balik, makan, relax seems to work better for me untuk sekarang.

aku tak kata aku betol, kau dan aku beza-beza.
jadi marilah kita berjuang bersama dengan cara, gaya masing-masing.

sekian.

yang benar,
kawan se'research' mu.

Let me tell you our little secret…

We ‘like’…no that’s not the best word, we..super duper love to date in Odaiba…Venus Fort to be precise. Even though we don’t go there often (because of the transportation fee is like sooo expensive for a 1hour travel by train), but I personally love love love the place…so much! Maybe I can say it’s the 2nd best place to date after Disneysea in Japan. Especially to those couples who love window shopping, with the European atmosphere (plus they are having 'Snow wish illumination' right now, so its snowing in side the mall at the fountain every 30minutes) And it’s now better because they officially opened the outlet store at the top floor, and some of other stores in 2nd floor are actually tax free (if you show your passport). There you can find labels like, RayBan, Armani, Burberry, Tommy, Levi’s and lots more. And they are now having their opening sale until this Friday. The sale is like raya sale in Malaysia where you can find stuff with up to 70% discount.

So we managed to grab a few things that worth buying (wed gifts for him). Of course, with VISA I don’t mind, since the sale will be ended this week. But pity me, because I can’t make up my mind what to buy for myself (you know I have this problem with never like to go back from a shopping complex empty handed. At least, I need to buy some nice keychain or even a new color of the lipgloss or something). Last night, when about half of the mall had already closed, I became all ‘gelabah’ to see what I can bring home for myself. The boots, ON SALE! And really nice too, many choices, so if anyone in search for a nice boots (various types) with 50% sale (so it’ll be around 2,500Yen), grab it here! Don’t wait any minute now. (ohh…now I’m promoting =) ) Because of my ‘kegelabahan’ and can’t made up my mind to buy, black or brown, heels or no heels and so on, so NO BOOTS for me. =(


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And the mall had closed….

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Thankfully we managed to get into this 'machine' and I was home happy.

adala... 500Yen lagik...alhamdulillah

esok presentation lagik...ke`happy'an aku regarding the good news sepanjang minggu lepas belum habis2 lagik. but duit aku dah habis la. thanks to the bills that take up, up to 60% of my monthly scholarship

(fact 1:sewa rumah kecik aku bout 2 times more than average other students' houses live in Japan, fact 2: bil tenet aku bayar sorang jek skarang). 60% itu pun tanpa mengira duit makan dan beli barang mentah, bill SAHAJA tau. (fact 3: i have never ask my parents to send me money or even post me things here, bout setengah tahun lebih since my last parcel from Malaysia)

adeh adeh adeh...

mengeluh pulak aku ni...shuhsshushh.....pergi kau masalah kewangan!
dan mari kau berita gembira!

tak sabar nya aku nak balik in Feb. lega sikit dengan kemiskinan di sini. but bila fikir2 balik, ramai orang lagik susah dari aku ni. ini aku hidop pun dah cukup senang. cuma sempit sikit la. alhamdulillah la still boleh makan, and ada orang lain yang concern kat aku.

haritu aku tengok tv, sedih gila bila tengok budak2 kecik kat India, dll negara yang miskin terpaksa bekerja untuk sesuap nasi (ke roti ke, apa2 la makanan ruji mereka). cukup sedih... kalau la aku ada keupayaan untuk bantu mereka. apa yang boleh kita buat ek?

[image : SheKnows.com]

invitation

p/s: my mom has ordered the card, but tak siap lagi. later I will send to you all....you are ALL invited and I really hope you can come to share with me on my BIG DAY =)
p/s/s: today's the 3 moths sharp in the counting...tick tock tick tock....
p/s/s/s: tak sabar nak grad!

ala- buat kerja kat Starbuck

fikiran hari ini:

• Jepun susah nak carik places yang ada access to free internet untuk laptop, Wi-Fi.
• sofa kerja aku patah, sofa itu adalah sofa yang boleh dijadikan katil, sekarang bahagian nak menjadikan dia sofa tuh patah, maka kekal sebagai katil. but, aku tak tidor atas katil tuh pun, tidor kat bawah lagik sedap. patut kah aku buang sofa itu? buang kena bayar lak. jepon nie la!
• this used to be my Breakfast corner...im turning it to my working area;

• ohh...duit aku tinggal 900yen, so aku diam untuk beberapa hari lagi sebelum 20 haribulan =P 

{aMaryLLiXe} tengah bosan la tuh sebab minggu ni dilarang keluar. busy + no money. but still smiling . =)

Dia yang Maha Berkuasa

Alhamdulillah,

Minggu ini kita banyak menerima berita- berita yang menggembirakan dan menyenangkan hati. Result scholarship from Yayasan Pelajaran Mara dan result sponsorship master from UIA dah pun keluar semalam ,dan Alhamdulillah, overall, 3/4 who applied the scholar for master got an offer from YPM. Dan Alhamdulillah juga sebab apa yang kita rancang-rancangkan telah juga ditakdirkan Allah untuk menjadi nyata.

Seperti yang kamu-kamu sudah maklum, because I want to follow my hubby to be in Sarawak after Master Graduation, I’ve rejected the offer from University Malaysia Pahang (UMP). Even though I didn’t get the offer from Unimas (University Malaysia Sarawak) like Mr. V got, I have tried to appeal, but they rejected me. I was so down that time but I know whatever it is I can’t let it be what it’ll be. So I struggled to make sure I’ve got a place from YPM and UIA interview, I know you all did too =). And Alhamdulillah aku berjaya dapat tempat untuk UIA walaupun harapanku adalah untuk scholar YPM.

Dan tanpa menyangka, a couple days back, I’ve got an e-mail from Unimas, and they offered me back. Aku amat bersyukur kerana Dia yang Maha Berkuasa, menetapkan untuk Unimas offer aku semula pada minggu result UIA & YPM keluar. I really don’t like the ‘long distance relationship’ after graduating master. So if I didn’t get offered from Unimas, I will reject UIA offer to appeal (again with the appeal madness) to YPM.

Alhamdulillah, aku tak dapat gambarkan betapa happy nya aku dengan semua result- result ini. Dan aku juga berharap, semoga kita semua jadi insan yang berguna. Bukan aku nak kata aku ni bagus sangat, cuma , jangan jadikan harapan rakyat dan harapan Negara sia- sia. Kita antara yang terpilih, jadi, marilah kita sama- sama membuktikan kita boleh. (aiseymen, patriotic pulak dah aku ni)

Yang benar,

Dr. Noor Aliah binti Abdul Majid

Pensyarah

Kejuruteraan Mekanikal

University Malaysia Sarawak

p/s: not bad kan? (doakan satu hari aku pun dapat title itu, hok hok hok…aminnnn)
p/s/s: sila- sila la datang Sarawak nanti (2012~ )  jalan- jalan amik angin. hehe, jangan lupa inform aku =P

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ini adik aku yang baru lahir haritu, dengan stokin apa ntah Syaza bought from N.Z.

huaaa..rindunya, dah la aku selalu confius nama dia sebab abah aku la suka main- main tukar2 nama sampai aku pun jadi blurr. i think nama sebenarnya ialah Muhammad Nu'man Harits...eh, yeke? ke M. Norman Hakim? eh M. Naufal Harits? huaaa..pening aku... miss you 'baby'
! thats what his brother atas dia panggil him. so for now lets stick to that. =) 

 

p/s/s/s: aMaryLLiXe hunger for lots of babies! =P

nak sangat nak sangat nak sangat!!!

[image: PhotoBlackburn's Flicker]

i thought

Today, even though I supposed to do many works, which I have planned to do and presentation preparations, I just can’t get my mind off from thinking and wondering bout this and that.


First, tomorrow we (JAD students Batch 1) supposed to reply to YPMara to choose a date for our flight back to Malaysia for next year. I know many of us have the same problem, especially to those who don’t know yet whether they have the opportunity to stay and pursue their study to Master degree or not. But me, I’ve decided, what ever happens, got sponsorship or not, because I really want to stay and continue my study with my future hubby, so I am categorized into those who confirmed to stay.　Along with others who have got offered from Unimas and UMP for their sponsorship in Japan. Ohh.. Enough with that. So I’ve been thinking of the most suitable date to go back.
Some of the requirements that should be met;

1) At least one week or so before my younger sister’s flight back to NZ which is on 22nd Feb.

2) After MY thesis submission and defend (in later January), that’s for sure.

3) After MY FRIEND’S thesis submission, and defend. So I can meet them to hang out a bit

4) After I move all my stuff from my house right now, so I can move out terus and don’t need to pay the house rent for as long as I’m in Malaysia. (Feb and March)
I’ve been thinking of 15th February, 2010. Is it too soon? If I go back too soon, I’m afraid I can’t meet my close friends who have confirmed to NOT continue their study in Japan. So it’s a farewell for us =( ..Oh I feel like crying….

Secondly, someone said to me, that I should have tone down a little bit on my blog. Well, I think maybe its time to finish my childish/school/ student moments. Since sooner or later, I’ll be out in the society, what I’ve wrote here MAY `makan diri saya sendiri’. I truly thought that what I wrote is all what I felt at the moment, and honestly sometimes its just craps that soon I’ll forget. But as we grow older, some things that we thought shouldn’t be expressed. So I think, maybe its time for me to put a STOP on this blogging, facebooking and all the nonsense. We’ll see…

- :updated: -

Thirdly...bengannyer aku tadi. bayangkan ko dah penat berapa lama ko berusaha untuk siapkan program ko, supaya program/model ko dapat guna untuk grad thesis ko...then suddenly tadi, ko di suruh memberikan model program ko kat budak lain dalam lab tu untuk dia gunakan sebagai base program dia. arghhh!!! geramnya...penat GILA aku buat segala nak bentukkan base program tuh sampai berjaya. aku budget grad thesis aku cukupla sekadar development sampai ke basic program tuh je. disebabkan aku dapat solvekan awal sikit dari jangkaan, si budak master tu suruh aku bagi model aku kat 'sahabat' lab aku....then, aku terpaksa ar develop lebih sikit dari sekarang supaya model budak tuh amik darik aku dan model aku berlainan jadiknya.

penat ar camnie....

p/s : si sahabat tuh patutnya buat program tuh bahagian lain. but ntah kenapa, dia tak de progress pun kat bahagian yang dia patut buat, alih2 amik model aku pulak. @#$%^&*(!!!

alhamdulillah...

finally my worries that i've been worry for sooo long have come to an end. or I can say, its finally a fresh starting point for me.

i may have to made some more big desicion later on, but until then, I'm thankful for what I've gotten. I hope that my path i've chosen or will choose is the best for me and my family + future family.

I'll tell you guys later on, once I'm ready. =)

D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R

very tired...and SUPER DUPER HAPPY. thanx to weekends.

but tomorrows Monday... =( and its the last week which I will still be struggling with my program that i've been working on. my prof said that by the end of this week, if i still unable to solve the problem, then i have to change my research topic a little bit...this can say, equals to my failure. i've challenged myself to be the best, do the best, but seems like i am still not getting there.

yeay!

 its weekend, in my messy home! i got one hypothesis. the colder the air, the lazier you'll become, the messier your house will be. at least its true for me.

happy weekend, WEEKENDERS!

after one week of hard work in the lab or at school or even at work. give yourself a break. put a side all of the works, and go social! not that i ask you to be social, as in 'SO-SIAL'. but you got what i meant right.

here's for now.

p/s: I'm so excited for the Big Day more and more because of the preps (cards, the themes, and dress for Kelantan, etc) that should sooner be confirmed.
p/s/s: I really wanted to tell you all the updates on this, but because I'm not the one who's preparing everything, so I don't have much to share in here.
p/s/s/s: I'm doing long distance preparation, as for some of you guys known. i.e, contacting the bakery, selecting the this and that, and order this and that, and it kinda fun contacting people in cyberworld. =)
p/s/s/s/s: sweet right this color combo, light pink and light green. but Mr. V don't like me using the pink so much, so i came up with other solution, wait and see!  i always thought that this type of combo is best suit my younger sister personality (ceria always, and cheeky).

[ image : Ijab & Qabul.wordpress ]

chow~ (*L*)Y

i'm detoxing

it has been 3 days since I have a cup of my precious coffee.
its all because of you, mr. throaty. my mom said 'jangan minum air bersusu bila sakit tekak'. so for you throaty, i stop drinking for a while. get well soon dear throaty! then, you can continue your vibrating at the karaoke room, and other stuff you love to do. or at least, stuff that you've allowed mr. mouthy to do, like, eating hot and spicy food, drink coffee with milk, and not to forget, sing along to the songs you like.


i know you're getting tired of sucking the Orange Strepsils over and over again. the taste, sucks! but be patient, fight! at least, this year this is the 1st time you get sick. and I promise i wont let it be like last year's spring when you have to suffer for more than 2 weeks because I had given the wrong medication for you. don't worry, this time I've prepared myself medicine from Malaysia, so that I wont buy ridiculous, unknown stuff from the pharmacy.


okay, mr. throaty! don't worry, be happy! lets fight together! =)





[image : Jill Stanek]

aku guna Bio-oil untuk hilang kesan terbakar kat peha, guna Bio-Essence untuk kasi putih muka. Hasilnya?

Setelah 2 tahun di Meiji University, tadi baru aku tahu yang student boleh mintak library untuk pinjamkan buku dari library University lain.

Hai, Saya Aliah. Pelajar Kejuruteraan Mekanikal tahun 4 di Fakulti Kejuruteraan Meiji University.

lihat di atas, MEKANIKAL! 

tapi, apalah malangku, aku punya research topik lebih kepada BIO-Mekanikal. yaaa... BIO...Bio-oil, ka Bio-essence ka, sama ja la. semua ada kaitan dengan BIO. University aku ini pulak tak ada lansung kaitan/ fakulti yang berBIO ni. so rujukan/buku untuk aku guna memang la sikit. bukan sikit, adala kot 4 ketol, semua in Japanese la for sure.

Suddenly tadi, T.A aku kata suruh baca satu buku ni. dia tunjuk la bahagian penting yang kena baca....adalah 200-300 muka surat. paham2 la, baca benda berilmiah untuk satu muka pun memang susah nak gerak. tambahan lagik bermuka-muka.

aku tanya T.A, tak ada ka versi English. dia kata ada, but bukan di Meiji. dia suruh aku suruh orang library tuh pinjam dari university lain. lepas aku bincang2 dengan orang library tuh, dia kata, cost penghantaran aku kena bayar, iaitu 2000-3000yen. depends pada berat buku. dah la tu, buku tuh aku hanya boleh guna dalam library ja.

so aku tulis surat cinta aku kat Prof. aku, setelah di nasihatkan oleh Mr. V.

Good Evening, Mr Notomi,

I'm sending you this e-mail regarding a reference book in English.
I think the ’筋骨格系のキネシオロジー’ reference book that have been used by Mr Yae is very suitable for our research topic. Mr. Yae also had encouraged us to read the book, as it is very beneficial and full of basic knowledge that is very necessary to this research. However, since it is in Japanese, I feel a little bit hard for me to read and understand. Since our lab also don't have a reference book (in English) regarding this research topic, it is hard for me to write in English for my research thesis.

I have asked Meiji library whether they can borrow this English version book from other University. They can borrow it, but I have to pay 2000-3000 yen and the book can only be used in the library. So I think, rather than borrowing the book, and copy the pages, why don't we buy one for our lab? Is it possible to use the lab's money to buy the book in English version.

The book's title is;
Kinesiology of the Musculoskeletal System: Foundations for Physical Rehabilitation
by Donald A.Neumann

Thank you for your concern.

Regards,
Aliah

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Tengokla betapa terhegeh-hegeh nya aku, buat muka tebal sikit mintak kasih sayang =). Sedangkan kawan aku yang lain (Japanese) tak bising pun yang dia kene baca buku in English. aku mintak Prof. aku beli terus. Jawapan Prof.

Hi, Ali-cyan.

I see. I'll buy it ASAP but it may take a little time.
Please wait a moment.

Sayang Prof aku sangat.
the moral of the story; kalo korang pening sangat baca buku Jepon tuh, baik korang carik buku English yang bersesuain, dan sila mintak jasa-baik Prof. korang untuk mengeluarkan sedikit duit lab untuk orang tak paham bahasa macam aku dan korang ni. =)

I heart you

 After a long waiting since Twilight was on air last year, at last, New Moon has released itself in Japan. A little bit late than Malaysia. Thank God I don’t have to wait another 4 to 6 months before it actually goes on screen in Japan (most of the English movie aired much much much later here).

So, the movie….it was great, even though it was not so much of what I’ve expected. Now I understood by what people saying about books are always better than the movies. Like Harry Poter, Angel & Demons and else (I don’t read all that; not my genre… but I loike the Angel &Demons movie). Twilight really catches my attention; heart and emotions; really the best genre for me who loves romantic movie with some thrill and most importantly, no ghost. I can say that this is the best movie, I love after ‘A walk to remember’, which I think I have watched for more than 10 times.

For this movie, I really really wanted to give 10/10. But just can’t because of the necessary cuts that they have to do to make the movie ends in 2hours or so. I rate 8/10.

In the previous episode, I really like how much Edward was in love with Bell. The way he looked at her, the way he touched her, everything makes my heart beating faster than usual. It was all so romantic. Their relationship was complicated, but they strive to be together. However, since he left Bella because of some small matter, I just can’t accept it (even though I still like how they react towards each other after they got together). How could he left Bella suffer to death. So I’m voting Jacob, the werewolves. Because he always there to protect Bella, when Edward was thinking that he has done the best to protect Bella from danger of his existence. I think, it was more dangerous that he left Bella, because the bad vampire (the one that her boyfriend had been killed by the Cullens) was still all over the place, hunting her.

Ohh…so I’m totally with Jacob. Who’s with me on the Jacob team? With the muscular body, the cute smile, and shining eyes and the colored skin compared to Edward the pale skin. Pity him; he had to go away just like that (with a pair of wolvey sad eyes) at the end of this episode, when Bella chooses　Edward. Come on Bella…make up your mind much faster please (but then there would be no interesting movie, rite?)

 I haven’t got a grab on the Eclipse novel (the next saga). I am really eager to know what happen next. Can’t wait to watch the movie with future hubby next year =)

To Stephenie Meyer: Please don’t stop writing the sequences. Even Star Wars got 6 episodes.

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[image : Just Jared]

just cant get my eyes off him. don't be jealous Mr. V you are still my one and only love =P
Taylor Lautner , born February 11, 1992
(budak tak cukup umur lagik rupanya)

@#$%^&*

have you ever lost something in a blink?
well after spending 2 hours of writing, it accidentally deleted itself. POOOF! its gone. d**n! i dont think i can write like that all over again.
the moral of the story is....
hrmmm... i don't think people supposed to write a draft of their post in a M.Word before copy & paste and upload in their blog. the only problem is that, the 'automatic saving' function. if it wasn't automatically saved after the writing had been deleted, I maybe able to UNDO everything.

the WEEKENDERS

rujukan kepada post sebelum ini. aku ingatkan aku terpaksa spend raya berseorangan. especially sebab hari Jumaat hari paling busy untuk lab Mr V.

pagi Jumaat. Raya 1.
aku terserempak dengan kak Diyana (phd student in Meiji). dia ajak aku makan kek kat lab dia. aku tanpa segan silu, terus ke lab dia.

sembang2... banyak benda aku belajar. almaklumla, jurang 10 tahun. aku suka orang yang berpengalaman macam-macam cerita segala perkara kat aku. daripada dengar orang yang makan garam pun tak cukup lagi, cakap saja besar. macam bodoh saja aku tengok kau bising-bising pasal perkara yang kau pun tak arif. (baik aku berhenti membebel di sini sebelum lebih banyak konflik timbul)

kemudian, kami pergi karaoke  (atas ajakan kak Diyana,bukan aku tau...seyes!)


dan dari situ la semuanya bermula...penat la pulak nak cerita satu-satu. nanti kau pulak malas jugak nak baca. meh aku mencapap sikit segala gambar dan aktiviti aku. kau ingat kau saja yang sakan. aku lagi sakan... cuma malas nak capap lebih- lebih ja.

p/s: aku tak tuju kat kau la... jangan risau, sayang kau =)

 

 

 

otsukaressss!

hope to see you guys again! =)

Selamat Hari Raya!!

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hari hari macam ni aku tak suka duduk berseorangan di rumah...................solution?
walaupun hari ni Prof. aku tak datang lab sebab ada kerja kat tempat lain, aku pergi jugak lab (walaupun keberatan).
malas nak masak. nak gi makan Soba.

selamat esok dah Sabtu. =)

hanya bebelan

what will you do ...
the day when there's supposed to be a seminar/ lab meeting but your Prof. doesn't come to school?

a) wait for him at the meeting desk, while 'belek-belek' the notes that will be discussed that day
b) make yourself a cup of coffee
c) continue your work on the lab's computer
d) wonder around the school while hating Japan's hectic life
e) ALL OF THE ABOVE

plus, worrying if he's okay?
thought of calling him or e-mail, but the seniors in my lab said, just be it.

ohh..suddenly the telephone rang. he said the meeting will be delayed for 1 hour or so. WHAT???

THURSDAY weekly lab schedule :
1- 2pm  Mechanics of Material seminar
4.30- 6pm Lab Meeting

1 hour delay....
then, my lab meeting will finish at 7pm the earliest!

-bebelan sebentar-

out of the circle

the fun and hectic weekend has ended...with great feeling that's for sure. on Friday night, Vanilla and me spent our 'together time' in Shinjuku. Well, even though we have been there for a lots and lots of times, but there's still new places to be discovered. Like last year, they have started the Illumination lights in Shinjuku. Love it soo much, its just like Hari Raya all over again. =)

Saturday, its KOYO (watch autumn leaves) day with Mijah and the Tokusyokus. its an event i really look forward during autumn. this year's spot is Rikugien garden, one of the most beautiful Japanese garden, located in Tokyo. For those with no car, like me and my V, we can just use the driver of our long 'fire-car'' to get there, and of course, with no Jam.

We were supposed to meet at 1pm there since some of the boys have baito (part-time job) that day. But because of some misunderstanding, they reached at the park at about FOUR-TWENTY p.m. thank God we (Pijie, Fakh, Fareez and me) started the Nasi Lemak picnic before even Mijah and comot arrived ( about 2.30p.m) with LAKSA , Popia and Chocolate Cheese Cake by comot. nyum nyumm...so delicious. thanx for the sachii.

then, we moved on with our next tentative, 2012. it was awesome! recommended for all. but be patient with some of the unrealistic events and the digital effects that seems sooo digital. (Mr.Vanilla said the effects is OKAY for 2009)

after some lepak- lepak in Ikebukuro and coffee at Beckers, we headed to Saitama, and spent a night there.

Saturday, Mr. Vanilla went for futsal (his team got no. 4, congrats!), whereas we (the girls) headed for some autumn-winter shopping. then, we visited Hadi in hospital, he seemed better now. and so like him, very talkative even though he speaks in pain. Get well soon ,hadi!






now I'm back in Ikuta, in the very circularly circle of my everyday life alone in the house. =(

approx. 1km to Meiji University

the weather is getting cold and colder. my bike still in unstable state since I found it back from being stolen. ada jugak Japanese yang jahat main curi-curi basikal orang, rosakkan then letak kat supermarket. malas nak baiki my bike (costs money =(, i dont loikeee ) which, pancit, kunci basikal di buang, and break di buang, but raga basikal aku yang remuk tuh telah di baiki. baik pulak ya engkau pencuri. so everyday i have to walk to school in this bad weather (thank God its nice today).

PENAT!!!!

and recently my lab got lots of meeting , sometimes it finishes at 6pm. dah masuk Isyak dah pun. penat...

but Hoooraay!

its holiday till monday. and duit pun dah masuk.

since my mom and my sisters are also enjoying their holidays (macam la ada cuti pun kat Malaysia sekarang), so enjoying their weekends in Bali this week, (JELES! mereka ber honeymoon dulu) , i've decided to enjoy my holidays yang sakaaaaan. (kemane ye?)

i don't care wherever actually.

its the WHOs which are most important =)

yarksss...see this messed up program!

oohhhh...kemalasan hari ini

the pyramid

 -yesterday, Asoto Buffet Dinner -

food makes me feel good... but, its time to put a FULL-STOP from today onwards .... =)
wish me luck! have to start on revising the pyramid

this beat is sick!

haluuuuu....

im still in my lab but my mind is all over the place. just now i've been talking to him during lunch. we've realized that its kinda been my habit that i like to enjoy/ celebrate after something had finished. like after my presentation, even the small- small presentation in lab, or after submiting my reports or my mechanical drawings. its kinda my habit to 'lepaK' , keluar makan-makan sebentar and pamper myself for the achievement (macam la dah berjaya, baru submit je pun)

research shows that when we honor someone with their work, especially children, their mind will conclude that they are doing a good/ great job, hence, they'll become more motivated to do their best the next time. here, there's no mommy/ daddy to give credit to me =( (kalau ada pun, biasala, dah besar, bukan derang nak puji depan muka kan =P). there's always my inner child that wants honest compliments, once in a while. so, here's to my inner child.

GREAT WORK TODAY babe!!
lets have some fun this beat is sick ,yaay

yosh yosh yosh...esok presentation. then.....

its been a while since we went out together alone (futari kiri, kana?). yeah, setengah orang kata aku ikat dia. aku kata, memang pun. so what, ko jeles ka ?

tak emo pun, saja nak carik pasal. hehee..

biasalah, mulut orang tak boleh kita tutup. sama la macam mulut aku jugak. kita tak boleh nak salah kan orang lain. pandang cermin tuh dulu. ohh.. aku suka la pandang cermin, picit2 mana yang boleh dipicit tuh, buang segala kotoran. korang patut try. yela, aku pun, ko pun, semua orang pun, tak perfect kan. so sesekali, pergi la buat facial.... =P
(siapa nak buat facial meh sini aku buatkan. aku memang suka la main facial2 ni. )

kesimpulannya, bila kita susah, siapa akan bantu kita? (eh, ini bukan kesimpulan) macam ni la, senang cerita, "keep friends close, enemies closer" . boleh pakai? tidak? siapa sokong?

ohh... aku tidak sokong. bagi aku "KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE & GO DRINK COFFEE WITH THEM ONCE IN A WHILE, AND GIVE A BIG SMILE TO YOUR ENEMIES & OFFER THEM A DRINK"
boleh pakai? tidak? siapa sokong?



dari saya yang tengah merayau otak before nak presentation,
sekian =)

p/s: cute kan coffee tepi ni, penat aku buat...not!
drank at Odaiba, nice to see, not nice to taste.

sushi mushi

ooh yeah.. yesterday was a TWO whole hour journey to fill up our perut kosong with some raw fish. usually we'll go to the Sushi place next station from our house. but the sushi prices there have gone up, and since its the end of the month with desire of raw fish, last night we went to the 100Yen sushi. to those who never been to Japan, sushi here is for people with money only okay. normal Japanese people don't eat sushi everyday. the media fool you with that info.

but,

there's a solution to this for people with lesser money. like me! =)

we go to the 100 Yen sushi. cheaper, but tasted quiet okay for that price. well, even though i prefer the shop we always go, the fishes there are like more fresher like you can't even notice its raw (yeer???) .ohhh ohh.. there even a dish where they serve the small2 fish. like the one in the aquarium, small small fish. they catch them, ALIVE! put in a bowl, and pour the soy sauce in the bowl, and the fishes were like jumping, jumping and shouting...HELP HELP HELP, then suddenly we can't hear the fishes' voice no more, because its already in perut orang jepon. pity the screaming fish.

opppss... salah tajuk.

so last night, the 2 hours journey was not spent on the road because the place was too far. but its because NO PARKING, and we have to wait a long queue to get a seat in the restaurant. see, when its end of the month, semua orang makan sushi murah. =P


p/s: aku perasan yang aku jarang tangkap gmbar sushi. so here's a tribute to sushi. hahaah

coffee anyone?

bangun pagi... biasalah, dengan mimpi-mimpi aku yang pelik tuh, ohh..this time I was a singer, I guess. I woke up before I got the chance to perform in front of thousands of fans shouting, screaming my name. what a greaaaat feeling. but it was just a dream. aku jadi penyanyi karaoke pun cukup la. =P

- the 'Office man' karaoke after work- 

woke up, and washed my teeth with coffee before even washed my face =). another great feeling for a weekend when you got lots of works to do. since my sofa a.k.a bed a.k.a work-chair is broken, and i got no other place to sit on, comfortably to do my work in the house, i think of going out somewhere with a wi-fi connection, coffee and comfortable chair. does anyone knows a place like that?

Evening Primrose (a woman's best friend)

thank you, you for coming. hope you come again a lot more. you, and you and you too...

im sooo very glad to have such a you, like you... and you too, even its kinda hard for us to meet because of the busyness and the lack'ness of money for me to meet you sooo far, it really make my day if you come to my house once in a while ... or often, i don't mind, because its you. =) You'll always welcome.

and you too... if you are smiling now, this message is dedicated to you.

once you said to me that since we are more matured now, we learn how to express our feeling towards each others more, so let me say it a littler louder, in case before this the signal is not clear...

i love you girls!

pejam celik pejam celik

 tgk kat sidebar counter aku ni, tinggal 4 bulan lagi. seronok pun ada jugak, but berdebar-debar/ gementar makin banyak. bila 1st time aku tanya mama, "Fareez ajak kawin...". time tu sehari sebelum flight aku balik Malaysia cuti summer yang lepas. di sebabkan aku memang tak reti nak cakap face-to-face dengan mama, aku tanya siap2. then, mama gelak. bukan gelak sebab lawak, mama gelak sebab dia tak tahu nak cakap apa. aku tanya mama, mama tak setuju ke? mama kata, "Are you sure?" dan jawapan aku... "Pasti".

dan waktu itula kali pertama aku dengar suara mama yang tak tahu nak cakap apa. mama dulu bekas Pengarah Jabatan Alam Sekitar, sekarang Jururunding kat Syarikat swasta. pendek cerita, mama memang pandai berkata- kata. aku tak pernah lagi berhadapan dengan mama yang tak tahu nak berkata apa. mama sambung gelak , ala- ala sinis (yeke?) di sebabkan mama tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi, mama pun kata, "You should ask you father when you come back. Mama tak membantah apa- apa".

aku tahu, umur aku pun masih muda. tambahan lagi, kakak aku (umur 24 tahun, nak masuk 25) pun tak kawin lagi. ramai kawan- kawan sekolah menengah aku yang terkejut juga bila dengar berita aku nak kawin. mereka tanya, "Hang dah ready ka?"

aku terdiam seketika. dan bertanya, "Kat mana garisan ready tuh? "

bagi aku yang penting kita kena BERSEDIA UNTUK BELAJAR bila kita mendirikan rumah tangga nanti. aku rasa, aku cukup bersedia untuk itu. InsyaAllah.

aku akui, aku takut untuk hadapi kehidupan selepas sah nya akad pada 13 Mac nanti. aku akan dapat keluarga baru. boleh ke keluarga baru aku terima aku seadanya? aku ni serba kekurangan. aku bukan macam perempuan2  lain yang aku kenal. kadang2 aku cemburu tengok kawan2 perempuan aku. lemah- lembut, cakap pun yang baik2 je. sopan- santun, dan pandai ambil hati orang tua. aku rasa 50% je aku ada sifat2 macam tu. sedangkan adik aku sendiri pun kata aku ni keras macam batu.

ntah la betul atau tidak. tapi, aku suka sembunyikan perasaan aku depan ahli keluarga aku. aku sedih, aku tak bagitahu. aku tak ada duit, aku tak minta kat mereka. aku tensyen, aku diam. ntah kenapa depan mereka aku jadi macam tu. tapi, mama paham. aku rasala, mama paham. mama paham yang anak kedua dari 3 puteri mama ni tak suka bercerita pasal diri dia sendiri pada mama. bukan macam puteri- puteri mama yang lain. mama dapat baca isi hati aku tanpa aku zahirkan dengan kata- kata.

masa aku balik musim sejuk awal tahun haritu, aku pernah kena ceramah/marah dengan mak cik aku. dia kata aku suka boros, buang duit beli bukan2. aku diam. aku tahan perasaan aku. sampaikan aku dengar dari mulut mama sendiri, yang cuba mempertahankan aku. tanpa aku sedar, air mata berlinang.

kemudian, dalam kereta on da way balik ke rumah aku. aku dan mama sahaja dalam kereta tu, mama berkata, "Tak payah peduli la apa yg makcik kamu cakap tu. I know you." aku tak dapat menahan rasa sebak, aku menangis lagi. itulah kali terakhir aku menangis depan mama.

kalau korang nak tahu, memang aku 'ter'boros. boros sangat2, sebabnya, demi orang yang aku sayang. aku tahu mereka tak berharap hadiah atau apa2 pun dari aku. tapi, sebab aku memang macamtuh. aku borong beli macam2 hadiah setiap kali aku balik. sampai aku lupa untuk diri aku sendiri. aku nak mereka gembira.



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aku tak tahu sebenarnya apa yang aku nak sampaikan dalam post ini. mungkin sebab aku terlampau rindu kan mama, abah, ana, syaza and semua adik2 aku kat Malaysia. dan mungkin juga aku makin gelisah dengan persiapan menjelang hari besar nanti, dan menghadapi hari- hari yang bakal menjelang selepas itu. apa- apapun doakan la aku supaya aku tabah menempuhi semua dugaan.

you're a big boy now...soon, will be my hubby =)

He's the one who can make me laugh even when I'm in stressed.
The one who I'm comfortable to be with all the time.
Even when I'm lazy to dressed up, he don't judge.
The one who understands me the most, when everyone seems to put burden on me.
Even though I'm not a girl of everyone's dream,
he makes me feel like a princess in our own sweet land.
There's always a permanent place in my heart, only for him.

'Because he don't want to pay the artist to paint a portrait of us'

by Amaryllixe

Happy 22nd Birthday cayang...

p/s: thankx to those who came & be a part of the party.  =)

look at the above date... =)
something nice will be done by me today.

perhatian kepada semua yang tinggal di Jepun mahupun di Malaysia

sesiapa ada kerja yang tak mampu untuk di buat sendiri, ataupun malas nak buat, contohnya, kemas rumah, basuh jamban, masak, basuh baju dan sebagainya, serahkan kepada aku yang pakar.

bayaran khidmat aku bagi special punya demi kawan.

'I want you to see the autumn outside'

by Amaryllixe

new moon is coming on this 28th....really excited to watch the saga...but i haven't finished with the reading =(　

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I'm really messed up recently. not that i'm damned busy with my research, but just don't have any progress in what i'm doing. everyday i switch on the PC, open the software.... belek belek belek all the programs, just to find out NOTHING.

being around the Japanese makes it a lot harder. I can say that I used to be a veeeeryy talkative person, but since being trapped in this box with a bunch of other geniuses, and all boys, make me a very daaaaarrrrkkk person.  i don't know why, but mostly maybe because i don't have any common interest with them so i don't know what to talk about.

another problem, for sure, is the Wallet and MONEY BOX problem. my favorite problem that seems to have no end. why why why... i do believe that if we GIVE a lot to people, than 'someday', we'll RECEIVE a lot more... well, maybe the SOMEDAY haven't come yet.

I don't know what I really wanted as for this moment. But IT surely does have a temperature around 30degree,  5318km from Japan and smells like onion.

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things happen for reasons. they are just signals from Allah, to people that He loves. I hope that my friends and me, myself can be strong to move on with our everyday life wherever we are, which may be full of obstacles and tests from Him.

happy hours

thank you for those, who came far far away for my party last Saturday. even though Syawal had come to an end, i still really wanted to held a party for my friends. but since I'm living alone and my house is sooooo small, i can't invite many of them. =( wait when WE move to our new house next year k!

even though really really really tired, I was very happy. cos Mijah and Dila came despite of the 'halangan dan rintangan' which they have to encounter =P . and not to forget to the Meiji'ans, since soo long we (THE MEIJIANS) haven't done makan makan together, especially among the SENPAIS . well, I really hope THE MEIJIANS could start our own tradition in our society in IKUTA, rather than following others, since we also have enough MALAYSIANS to start to built our own MEIJI SOCIETY & TRADITION. 

well, lets not talk about that topic here. =)

on Sunday, Me and Vanilla and Mijah (who slept at my house) went to Tokyo Motorshow. Plan to meet Hadi , Dila and Kak CT there. really tired of the journey, HOWEVER, i was able to enjoy my time there watching cars I haven't seen & touched before.

look how happy he was with the LADY =)

im a Morning person, do you? =)

i woke up this morning with some shiver because of the weather (plus, me trying to save some money by not consuming electric), i don't turn on the heater even though its 15 degree outside. i woke up, went to toilet for some small business and then sat by the laptop. I was scrolling over the MUSIC folder, and finally found a folder named HINDUSTAN. drag all of the songs (not much, maybe about 10, i took from my sister) into my Music player. sat on my broken sofa, and wonder...... HINDUSTAN?

I gave my thoughts a break, and (as usual when I hear musics) started to shake my body. then  i found out that last night I dreamt of going to 'Morning Musume' concert, where Juhi Chawla is the guest of the concert.

good combination huh?

the special guest in Morning Musume Concert 2009




I missed the concerts by the boys during our recess time back in Unisel. Here's a clip I like to treasure (stolen from Keiril's facebook )...cuba cari En. Vanilla. =P

recently frequently used sentences;

1. "huaaa...sejuk"
2. "thank you.....doakan saya (^'^)/ "
   
3. "Ukur baju badan orang lain"

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(can't wait for this Saturday mode)
i cant tell you right now, if i tell you then I have to kill you =P

marital problems

A husband and wife came for counseling after 20 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had ever had in the 20 years they had been married.

She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of unmet needs she had endured over the course of their marriage.

Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately as her husband watched with a raised eyebrow. The woman shut up and quietly sat down as though in a daze.

The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this?"

The husband thought for a moment and replied, "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish."

by "Google A Joke A Day"

1.5.1

we have been together for 1 year, 5 months and 1 day !!

& hopefully for eternity....

aminnn....

since long I haven't write bout Vanilla & Dark Chocolate... I guess.. we'll here's some recap.

• we met in JAD, Japanese Associate Degree program and in the same class from then.
  
• not love on first sight kinda thing.
• on 3rd year diploma program, i sat next to him by HIS invitation.
• i like to ask from him for Japanese Video clips for me to watch to get up to date ( eventhough I'm not a fan =P)
  
• we Jams together a lot back then (even I'm not that good at all)
• before we're together, me and Ina declares Vanilla is OUR boyfriend... we'll the no 1. (me & Ina got lots of Boyfriends that we declared ourselves, hahaa...)
  
• back then, i thought he had a Girlfriend, yet, turned out to be his mother.
• he listens to Rock'ish, i listen to R&B'ish
• he likes Vanilla, i love Dark Chocolate
• he's a stay at home guy, i like to go out a lot
• i'm a big spender , he has a huge amount of savings
• i love him, he love me =P
  

call me jiwank..

yes, I am.

Happy Vanilla & Dark Chocolate Day!!!

tengok ini

ini sekadar ilusi...gambar ini tidak bergerak seperti yang dilihat mata kasar

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kadang- kadang...apa yang kita lihat di permukaan bukan semuanya benar.

sama dengan kau yang bertopeng...

satu hari orang akan sedar,

bila topeng kau makin usang.

aku dah bosan dengan kau yang mengilap topeng usang...

"Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus"

not in a good mood right now... feel like going out and have some fun with the girls (girls mana pun aku tak tau la)... since , yeah you know, leaving here far away from the same gender who knows me, urghhhh.... susah r...

men just cant get us... rite girls??

ye la...sometimes we just want to keluar window shopping, memang kekadang tu tak beli apa2 pun...belek2 barang, siap buat demo lagik..but last2 tak beli plak. but thats just us...(or is it me?) and...

sometimes, we prefer to go out alone. untuk relex2, tengok2 orang....if you're not into it. then, don't bother to come along and spoil my mood. because, "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus"

saya menulis tanpa spesifikasi.
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kalau la my high-school girls are here.... waaaa..... at least when i'm back in Malaysia, once a while i got the chance to hang out with them. true that we maybe walking on different paths, but deep down, when we got the chance to meet up, we'll just be ourselves like we used to. (hope so!)

and hopefully, even after me got the title "Mrs." please don't left me out from any gatherings =(
i'll still be the big fat clowney ALLIE , just plus 1 and much more responsibilities.

KFC sedap, but aku prefer PIZZA HUT.

setelah meng'declare'kan cuti untuk seminggu ini, aku tetap terpaksa untuk pergi ke kelas. pikir- pikir balik, cukup la cuti sehari dua. kang lepak kat rumah lama- lama kang jadik pemalas pulak kan? duit baru masuk semalam, yeay! dah mula la tabiat aku nak memboros tuh. tapi, bukan nak kata la kan, aku rasa aku ni memang hebat la hidup "giri-giri" (bagai telur di hujung tanduk, kah?) dengan duit aku.

aku rasa, dari zaman aku sekolah menengah lagi aku macam tu. kalau nak tahu, aku ni dapat duit bulanan dari mak aku seciput jek, tapi aku simpan, beli mknan murah2 je kat kantin...save....then, tunggu ujung minggu, baru bakar terus duit. beli kaset avril lavigne la,oohh.. mahai tuh, RM 18.90. hahahaa..then, baru g makan sedap2, beli KFC, bawak balik asrama bagik kawan aku yang tak kuar outing jeles. sapa suruh tak kuar outing.

sekarang pun macam tu la, aku cakap je suka nak simpan duit, but biasanya aku akan berjaya simpan duit kalau ada satu matlamat. contohnya, arituh cik Mijah kata nak turun jalan- jalan kat Kansai. penat la aku dah menabung, sekalik dia kata minggu tu buzy bagai. then, abis terus suma duet aku. mana pi ntah. nak kata aku beli barang mahai2. tak jugak beb. biar murah asal bergaya =P. aku tidak menyokong barang ISRAEL..hohoho.

tapi aku rasa duet aku di habiskan untuk mencipta memori di TOKYO. hahaha...dari aku dok perap kat umah ni sorang2, baik aku kuar tiap2 minggu, duit memang la burn kat tambang train tu, duit nak makan luar, duit toilet... eh.. kat jepon toilet cantik tak payah pun bayar RM 2 macam kat KLCC tuh. so dapat aku save skit kat duet toilet. =P

tapi, pada setiap kali aku keluar, setiap kali itulah aku percaya yang aku dapat belajar benda baru. benda yang ko cari dalam buku teks kat U tuh pun tak ada, kat tenet pon tak ada.... but ko belajar bila ko scan sendiri dgn mata ko. selain dari tu, lepas ko scan, save masuk hard disk dalam kepala ko, then...tercipta la satu lagi memori. tak kesah la memori suka ke duka ka...yang penting, biar la hard disk ko tu penuh. daripada jadi keras dan masuk angin....

sekian dari Miss TOKIO. hahah

"We must believe in luck. For how else can we explain the success of those we don't like?"

Jean Cocteau 

French dramatist, director, & poet (1889 - 1963)

the best!!

i almost cried listening to her singing...
+ our seats were really sesuai. except for the mamat jepon who was like screaming like mak nyah all the time.
other than that, i've had a blast!

i'm wondering what she would wear during her show in Malaysia.  =P

tips berguna untuk masa depan

otttsssuuukkkkaaareeeeeessss!!! habis poster presentation...

esok BEYONCE.....
all the single ladies...all the single ladies....

if you want her, then u shoulda put a ring on it =P

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apa lah yang aku merapu tadi

TIPS UNTUK BERPARTY DENGAN ORANG JEPUN (Nomikai):

Situasi Party dalam Lab
Make sure ko pergi ikut sekali budak- budak yang tukang beli arak dekat supermarket tu.(Bukan suruh ko beli arak untuk ko pulak) .Inilah kesempatan untuk ko beli makanan yang ko tak beli kerana harganya. ko selit- selit la dalam makanan lain yang budak- budak tuh beli. Kerana bayar bersama kan =)

Lagipun, kalau ko tak pergi beli sekali, nanti mesti segala mak bapak B*B* jadi hidangan depan ko. tahan lapar je la ko, tak ada makanan yang boleh nak makan.



Situasi Party kat Bar (Izakaya)
Make sure ko duduk kat kerusi yang paling tepi. Then, bila kawan- kawan ko tuh (budak Jepon la), minum at least 3 gelas. ko panggil waiter senyap-senyap. Ko order la makanan yang boleh di makan kat situ. Time ni budak- budak tuh dah mabuk dan perut penuh air. Derang dah tak peduli makanan. So ko order la segala makanan yang ada, mahal pon tak kesah. Sebab last2 bayar sekalik jugak.

Sekian.

p/s: bukan aku nak sangat berparty dengan budak- budak ni, but kalau tak pergi orang kata sombong lak. aku dah cukup sombong dah untuk nak buat- buat sombong.

yeay....

im very excited for lusa. DONE MY HOMEWORKS on the playlist.
eventhough tomorrow is my department presentation. can't keep my mind focus on that... not hoping for anything, just an 'OK' from them.

and,

interview with Yayasan Pelajaran Mara in Tuesday.
really get me stressed out from head to toe.
fight fight fight!!!

don't care what you say, i just want to do what i have to do.

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how can I 'kumpul' 50,000Yen (RM1800) by the middle of next week?

MELAYU mudah lupa!

apakah look east policy?? kenapa di jalankan? anda tahu kenapa anda dihantar ke sini? anda tahu berapa nilainya untuk menghantar anda seorang ke sini?adakah anda menjalankan tanggungjawab anda sebagai duta kecil Malaysia dengan baik? jika semua persoalan ini dapat anda jawab.........






......

Insyallah satu masa nanti Malaysia akan dapat menewasi negara- negara maju pada masa sekarang...






tapi....
tepuk dada, tanya hati....

cukupkah MELAYU kita ini?






realitinya....
paling kanan kiri. dan soal diri anda sendiri....

ini kata aku

pada saat dan ketika ini, ramai antara kita tengah kompius wether nak sambung master or not. termasuk lah aku. tapi ini apa yang aku rasa, dan pandangan aku. BIARLA AKU NAK KATA APA.

1. JANGAN IKUT ORANG & TREND ORANG
2. BUAT APA YANG KO RASA KO PALING SUKA. INI LANGKAH BESAR KE MASA DEPAN KO!kalau dah rasa malas nak stay Jepun buat research, balik je, tak payah fikir panjang dah. kalau ko suka fesyen, balik Malaysia bukak butik pengantin, senang nanti kawan2 datang support ko punya butik bila derang nak kawin. =P TAK SEMESTINYA KO DAH STUDY ENGINEERING, KO KENA JADI ENGINEER. KALAU DAH TAK SESUAI DENGAN DIRI, TAK PAYAH LA PAKSA.
3. KEPADA SESIAPA YANG TAK TAHU DIA NAK APA, CUBA CUBA LA DENGAN SEMUA BENDA. KITA MASIH MUDA! tengoklah rezeki kita dimana ada. dan terakhirnya....
4. JANGAN DOK HASUT ORANG!

 sekian dari saya yang tulus ikhlas
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p/s: aku tak suka orang yang tahu dia tak mahukan sesuatu, tapi tak berani nak menzahirkan.

i wanna cherish every seconds so that i wont regret.

yoshh...decided...going to B on 19th...well just the two of us.. =P
very very sorry to V because I just being Me. but thank you for understanding Me the most.

yesterday i've had a bless, rasa macam raya kat Malaysia pulak. lengkap segala Mijah-kung ngn chomot chan masak. nanti masak2 la untuk kitorang lagik k!
then i've realized, "bila lagi la we'll be able to do this again?"

we still dont know where in the story of our life did we stand,
and where the wind would bring us ...

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adakah cinta berkembang kerana lumrah alam?
ataupun kita yang menjaganya...

they are coming ...

cant decide which one to go, its like choosing between 'cold stone ice cream' and 'waffle'...

VS

raya randoms....

baby bernama Mohd. Nukman Harits. Semua kanak2 itu Adik saya ya!
This is my family, without my sister which muda setahun than me. Noor Syazana, She's in NZ and couldn't make it for raya. it's her 1st time raya without the family. but i bet she's okay since her bf is with her(bf baru lagik tu) .looks like they're happy together. but mama said, "Please don't think about marry"

hohoh...she is just in 1st year degree so its totally impossible for mama to accept. but as for me, i've finished my degree (hopefully without any problems on my thesis) when the wedding will take place. so don't worry ma. i'll be okay for my Master. some people say, "Susah kahwin bila tengah belajar," but I say, " Dalam dunia ni, tak ada benda yang mudah"

Miss them sooo very much! ohh.. my family didnt know the link to this blog, if they knew, ketahuilah mereka semua segala ragam dan masalah aku & i'm not very okay with that. Bak kata adik aku tu, (Syaza), "Alia keras macam batu ". Ohh...aku keras macam batu bata ja la, terjatuh , pecah bederai juga. =P

Hanya Muthu mengenal Manikam

Anda busy? Semestinya...kan? Dah malas dah nak dengar pasal busy..busy..busy..Saya pun busy juga. Cuma bezanya setiap orang tu punya busy adalah dengan cara dia jaga timetable dia, dan cara dia enjoy kehidupan dia di dalam kebusyan tu. Aku ni pun bukan la suka sangat pulun buat kerja awal- awal or apa. paling tak suka la, ala...biasa la macam Melayu2 lain =P, cuma, aku tidak akan biarkan kebusyan menewaskan segala aktiviti kesukaan aku.

Yela, dalam busy2 pun kita kenala releks2 sikit kan? Ada orang sampai ingatkan aku ni tak da benda nak buat, sebab nampak releks je dok jalan2, shoping2, lepak2...( walaupun sesetengah aktiviti ini adalah tidak sihat...) Aku memang begitu, kalau korang memang kenal aku, tak kan tak ingat kot aku macam mana. ehh...kemana haluan post aku ni.

October's

13 October	Lab Presentation
17 October	Department Poster Presentation
20 October	YPM Interview

TAUFU FAH

Ehem ehem....Disini, saya mengishtiharkan, hari ini semua kelas pagi di batalkan.

kepada orang yang tidak tinggal di Jepun, hari ini adalah hari TAUFU, eh, TAIFU... iaitu TAUFAN... dikatakan berskala 18. menurut orang di bahagian kaji cuaca, skala 18 yang terakhir pernah melanda Tokyo adalah 2 tahun yang lepas. hoooo. dan antara kerosakan yang berlaku ialah, pokok tumbang, kereta terbalik dan juga ada kes, rumah terbang menghimpap kereta sendiri. masyaAllah.

ehh...suddenly aku terdengar bunyi riang gumbira lori sampah area rumah aku. buat pengetahuan semua, lori sampah area aku ni, memang ceria sikit. kat lori tu dia pasang lagu macam kat truck jual aiskrim. memula datang sini dulu, aku ingatkan derang jual aiskrim! ceyt! tertipu daku...ohhh...berbalik pada cerita taufan, bekerja jugak orang angkut sampah ni. waaa...kagum aku

pagi ni aku bangun, macam biasala, 8 am (i'm a morning person =) ) , then, dok fikir- fikir- fikir kene pergi kelas ke tak (biasanya kalau ada taufan sekolah kat Jepun ni cuti sebab train x boleh gerak). but kadang2 kelas x cuti pun. so....aku ishtiharkan cuti sendiri la. cuak sangat aku nak jalan kat luar tu. tadi aku bukak tingkap, suddenly ada pulak barang2 terbang2, macam kat angkasa pulak. and, aku terus potong ayam, masak nasi dengan ayam masak kurma, mai la join ! =P

PERHATIAN!!!

ohhh! my blog links hilang!!!  
(kerana kegatalan meng-edit2 layout, termakan diri..hehe)

to my dearer friends yang ada blog, pls drop your address here so i can link you =)

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thank u guys for the wishes...but really2 sorry for the inconvenient date for my friends in Japan. but for now, the date is as written on the e-card, it'll be re-confirmed in December but most probably if tiada aral-melintang, insyallah pada 13 & 20th march 2010.

and, for my sisters from Soksek...sorry kalau tak kabarkan straight face-to-face...heheee. still lambat lagi pun kan? =P (plus, i'm very shy shy one la...)

 so...case closed... 
i'll not be writing on this matter in this blog. but for 'the curious ones' , i'll be opening a new blog writing my progress, and maybe can be rujukan bersama2 kita di masa kelak =P
feel free to stop by : aMaryLLiXe's Wedding Steps.....

Save the date !! =)

how it felt to be rejected....

TWICE!!

• rasa nak makan puding...puding...puding....for at least, one week (done!)
  
• rasa nak makan pizza....pizzaa...pizzaaa...(done!)
• rasa nak makan waffle...waffle...waffle....(x jumpa kedai waffle fresh area ni =( )
• rasa nak makan nasi lemak...( huaa...x sempat nk makan time balik Malaysia aritu, eh, japgi kak diana buat open house; dia masak nasik lemak =) )
  
• rasa nak lari....lari...lari.... (cuaca x mengizinkan pulak)
• rasa nak menari with the guys at the dance class ( dah keluar class kerana kesuntukan duit)

see...how the 'IN's outvoted the 'OUT's

hehe.... ini namanya x ada benda lain nak buat, eh,  suka2 main ubah2 programming, sedangkan programming dlm lab x siap2 lagik =P

finding N.E.M.O.S alert!!!

"New Eligible Master Okay-for-me Scholarship"

finding N.E.M.O.S alert!!!

just this and that

felt like my fingers were really eager to touch the keyboard even though my undone  'mechanics of materials' assignment from the last semester (more than one month, lapuk punya kerja) still haven't quiet finish yet.

well, as u'all know, i'm back in Ikuta already, a week a go. but my raya mood still haven't give place to the japan surrounding and japan..japan..japan. kinda tired sometimes. to be around them. tired of the blasting signals of unknown words and phrases, even though it has been almost 5 years since i've learned the language. i still haven't found myself liking the use of it. urghh.. just irritates me. we'll this just my stubborn , rock-hard mind speaking, i'm hating studying in Japan, well yeah...because of the language. but apart from that, i love japan because of the manners of most of the people here. if only the whole world have the kind of attitude , i mean the good one yeah...,the manners,  of these japanese, i can quite picture my daugthers having a great life of discovering her teenage days without ever have to worry of what's her mother had been worried when she was young. well, you know what i mean, just turn on the news and a whole lot of mysteries , thrillers and horror sequence keeping on rising the numbers everyday.

V and me are now in the making of our new hobby, which maybe this is the 1st time we kinda have interest in the same 'thing', as in together. it's 'Twilight'. we've enjoyed watching the movie so much that we bought the novels, including 'New Moon'. i am looking forward to watch it in theater in November.

the five words to make a girl smile on a rainy day...

"u smile like an angel " =P 

Enoshima- Kamakura trip & Fireworks

its has been sooo long since i wanted to post this entry...
(dah lama tulis cuma terlupa nak post)
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on the 4th of August, me, "V" , ina and kerel went to Enoshima and Kamakura for a traveling trip to a somewhat seaside-village area, just on the outer circuit of Tokyo. Enoshima is not that far from my place and the nearest station is about 35 minutes train journey. This trip was planned by me (^^)/ and it wasn't supposed to be a "double date" plan until the last minute. at 1st i thought of going with maybe me, ina and some of the girls. but since they all had their plans on that day, so i had to 'daringly ask'  V to come along with me. So its a double date for the 2nd??oh...the 3rd i guess, since the DisneySea and Sea Paradise trip.

Since we are not the guys with CARS, we have no choice but travel by trains. So, we bought a free-pass from Odakyu, which is an unlimited train ride in Enoshima and Kamakura's Enoden Railway. Since we only have one day to travel, we'd only went to some of the places that we find interesting. So our journey starts at HASE train stop. In this station we went to see a large buddha (Great Buddha) and Ina paid for the entrance fee in its PERUT! hohoh...very interesting! we just lepak- lepak here and menerokai kawasan sekeliling the temple.

he and him =P ----->

then we moved on to KAMAKURA. here we went to the one of its famous shrine, Hachimanju Shrine, i guess?? cant quiet remember the name. The scenery of the area was very beautiful but we spent most of the time at the rest place because we haven't had lunch yet and its very hot outside at noon during this summer (can reach 35 degree). So we had some kakigouri ("Ice batu jepon"), very nice but tak dapat menandingi ABC malaysia la.

<---ina dengan idea "bijak" nyer makan keropok bentok cone tuh dgn ice

Kemudian we walk along 'Komachi douri', area where people sell souvenirs and Kamakura's goods. We ate some fresh made senbei (keropok beras??) , which i don't find it suitable with my tongue (rasa kicap jepon yang tak paham rasanya). Jalan2 area kamakura then we board on the enoden back to Enoshima.

Yeay! Pulau! Teringat zaman sekolah rendah. My house was very near the pantai and i would always jalan kaki pergi pantai untuk meniup udara segar smbil kaco org berdating2 tepi pantai tu. i can als pergi bermandi-manda dan mecari kerang (kupang??ntah apa la bentuk siput2 yang boleh dimakan tu). Orang pantai la aku nie =P But this time we tak bercadang nak bermandi- manda pun di pantai tu. Because, i've read in internet, there's people saying that "It's rather suicidle " to mandi at the beach. Wows! Takot! So we just lepak2 along the beach, and wait for the Fireworks to start at night. We even tertido at the beach because its very breezy and comfortable. A good place to relax on a hectic weekdays.


Opps! Not to forget, we had a hightea at one of the restaurants, i ate a kinda dish that seems to be very famous here, Shirasu Don. It is like rice with ikan bilis jepon yang kecik-kecik. Whereas , ina, kerel and V ordered tempura set. The food was nice but the service was quite dissaponting since the makcik yang jaga kedai tu pulon nak sumbat banyak orang masuk walaupon kitorang tak habis makan. Haishhh! Gerammnyer, die macam nak halau org jek!!! heeee, abaikan pasal itu, berbalik kepada keseronokan di Enoshima =P

So we've end the day with the fireworks by the sea. Really romantic =) and peaceful because we got a really nice spot to sit and enjoy the fireworks together. Thank u guys for another nice day!!

Tiffany & Co.

langkah pertama =)

back in Japan...

i think i'm getting a high-tensionesmathicplasmalious-antiworkaholic sickness.

if only doctors could define it.

Soalan Target Penulisan PMR 2009: Gambarkan suasana di Hari Raya yang bakal menjelma tahun ini.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri merupakan hari yang di nantikan oleh semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia. Tidak kurangnya dengan orang Melayu di Malaysia. Suasana menjelang Syawal memang meriah di sana- sini. Dikesempatan ini, saya pun ingin menceritakan Hari Raya yang bakal saya hadapi, sebelum ke'busy'an yang bakal melanda setibanya Syawal.

Tahun ini adalah tahun ke-2 saya tidak beraya di kampung halaman, Perak ( Kuala Kangsar mahupun Telok Intan). Ini kerana, tahun lepas saya tidak berpeluang balik ke Malaysia , maka hari raya saya adalah berseorangan menghadap komputer peribadi sambil menunggu kek coklat buatan sendiri dan menyediakan beberapa hidangan lain, untuk juadah bersama rakan- rakan Universiti Meiji di malam hari. Biasanya, pada hari raya, kami akan pulang ke kampung sehingga ke hari raya ke-5.

Tahun ini, Alhamdulillah saya berkesempatan untuk pulang ke tanah air untuk menyambut ketibaan 1 Syawal yang penuh bermakna. Tetapi, suasana tahun ini kurang meriah daripada tahun- tahun sebelumnya. Memandangkan kami bertiga (kakak, saya dan adik) sudah besar dan masing- masing tinggal jauh dari rumah mama di Pulau Pinang, kami agak sukar untuk bersama di hari- hari lain. Jadi Hari Raya Aidilfitri sahajalah yang merupakan tunggak perjumpaan kami sekeluarga. Tambahan pula, nenek dan atuk di Telok Intan sudah tiada, jadi mungkin selepas ini kami tidak akan beraya di Kampung lagi dan akan memulakan tradisi baru, beraya di Pulau Pinang. Walauapa pun, saya amat bersyukur kerana saya masih di muka bumi ini dan dapat menunaikan fardhu Ramadhan dan dapat menyambut kehadiran Syawal yang mulia.

Selamat Hari Raya saya ucapkan kepada keluarga saya di Kepala Batas,  Kuala Kangsar dan Telok Intan, dan juga bakal- bakal saya di Jeli, Kelantan. =) dan tidak lupa juga kepada rakan- rakan dan juga semua pembaca blog saya yang serba serdahana ini. Saya memohon maaf zahir dan batin, jika terkasar bahasa, tersinggung hati dan segala kekurangan diri ini. Moga Syawal tahun ini lebih bermakna dari tahun- tahun sebelum ini dan di harap dapat mengukir memori- memori yang indah di Aidilfitri.

Selamat Hari Raya 

Maaf Zahir & Batin 

Sekian,
Noor Aliah binti Abdul Majid
Pelajar Tahun Akhir
Kejuruteraan Mekanikal
Universiti Meiji

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p/s: memandula berhati- hati di jalan raya =)

kawan baik , musuh utama

argghhh...harini peningnya bukan main lagik. itula, semalam tgk orang puting dlm TV tuh minum kopi sedap2, dia pun teringin jugak. dah la dah larut malam. lahap jugak minum old town white coffee tuh. Kopi dengan aku tidak dapat dipisahkan. tapi, bila musim sekolah , bila musim exam n musim byk repot kena hantar ja la. but musim cuti dirumah, Kopi memang musuh ketat aku sebenarnya. tetapi di sebabkan ketagihan aku yang tak dapat ditahan, lahap jugak aku segelas. haaa..amik kau! terus x boleh tido. mula la otak aku cergas bukan main.

tapi aku ni, memang pantang kalau dalam rumah orang lain semua dah tido dan cuma aku ja yang x tido. mula la meremang segala bulu roma aku dibuatnya. bermula la pelbagai imaginasi dalam kepala otak aku ni. so aku dalam x boleh tido tu, terpaksa la paksa diri aku melintang kan badanku 45darjah dari ufuk timur (baring la tuh) dan try memejamkan mata.

dulu masa aku kecik, (eh darik dulu aku memang besaq), kira dulu masa aku muda lagik (hohoho...sampai sekolah menengah sebenarnya) aku selalu terjaga tengah malam. bilik aku tuh sebenarnya master bedroom kat rumah ni, dan patutnya bilik tuh bilik tidor aku ngn adik aku, tetapi aku berjaya menjajah bilik tersebut dari aku form2 rasanya, so aku tidoq sorang2 atas dua katil super single yang disatukan menjadi King bed. so masa dulu, aku selalu terjaga tgh malam, dan atas keegoan aku untuk menyatakan kat mak aku yang aku takut nk tidoq sorang2, aku pi la kata yang ada LIPAN merayap atas badan aku.

ceyt, ada ka lipan maen rayap2 atas badan orang? setau aku lipan sengat jek orang terus. hahah.. tapi tiap kali mak @ kakak aku pegi check tgk ada lipan ka tak, derang x penah jumpa pun. =P
mana ntah hilang lipan tuh??

kerana mulut badan binasa, eh?

my primary school friend tagged me in facebook on this picture. its embarrasing to look at 1st, but bila tengok- tengok balik, menyingkap segala kenangan masa sekolah rendah dulu. antara benda yang aku tak dapat lupakan...

korang nampak kan dalam photo tu, semestinyala, aku la yang paling besar. Hohoho! badan je besaq, but perangai kanak- kanak tuh still la kanak- kanak. sampai budak-budak laki row depan dalam gambar ni, boleh dikatakan semua pernah aku belasah. hahaa... aku ingat lagik, semua penendang semua keluar. x kesah la aku pakai kain ke, nak tendang orang jugak (laki la). x tau la kenapa aku anti sangat la ngan budak- budak tu. owh... baru aku teringat, biasala, time sekolah rendah kan zaman orang dok mengutuk nama tok-nenek-mak-bapak bagai. nama atuk aku, Saigon, kompem la selalu gila kena ejek. kanak2 la katakan. biasala, dah kena ejek tuh, meruak-ruak la kemarahan, bengang tok sah nak habaq. (sangat la tuh, aku pun x paham kenapa)

lain pada tuh, satu musuh ketat aku zaman muda mudi (zaman kanak-kanak la weyh), ialah laki tuh, yang dok barisan pertama, nombor 4 dari kiri. haaa... budak SOKSEK kenal la kot sapa dia tuh. lawak gila la bila ingat balik mcm mana bengang nyer dia kat aku. pergaduhan bermula, mcm biasa la, sebab dok kutuk nama tok-nek-mak-pak. masa tuh tengah kelas tusyen (ohh, rajinnya aku pegi tusyen). cikgu tengah kusyuk ajaq kat depan tuh, si budak laki itu, aku namakan dia Encik N, punyala dok kutuk-kutuk aku, aku pun main lawan la cakap dia. kutuk balik dia. tapi, Encik N ni, memang panas baran tahap tinggi punya, x tahan, dia dh ugut nak belasah aku. tapi di sebabkan kelas tuh sempit & dia terkepit x boleh nak keluar nak hambat aku, dia mcm dok tunggu la waktu klass abih so dia boleh nak menjalankan projek dia tuh.

huaa...aku dengan cuaknya, terus keluar tgh2 kelas tuh, atas reason kata kat cikgu nak pi toilet, dan aku suruh kawan2 aku bw balik semua buku aku nnti, then aku lari keluar banggunan tuh & naik basikal lari jauh2. dulu aku tumpang tinggal rumah kawan aku time sekolah sbb x ada orang kat rumah aku. so aku pon menunggu la kawan aku tuh kat depan rumah dia. tunggu punya tunggu, tengok2 Encik N tengah mengayuh basikalnya dengan muka macam nak bunuh orang, gila takut aku, aku pun terus lari (naik basikal la) cepat, ke arah sawah bendang kat belakang taman rumah kawan aku. time tuh memang aku igt nak mati ja dah. aku lari punya lari la kat sawah tuh, sekalik terjumpa la dengan bapak kawan aku yang lain pulak yang tgh jogging kat sawah tuh. dia tanya,

"Alia buat apa sini?"
aku pun dengan gelabahnya, "Saje2 je, tengah cycling"
gilo, budak sekolah rendah perempuan cycling tgh2 sawah? x takut kena colek ka apa? di sebabkan pak cik tuh pun risau tgk aku ni gila sorang, dia ajak aku join dia ke jalan balik. aku pun ikot la dia.
Encik N nampaknya dah hilang, so aku igtkan dah selamat la aku, so aku bergerak menuju ke rumah kawan aku tuh balik.

check check, line clear, aku pun pergi rumah tuh, cepat2 nak masuk rumah. skalik tgk belakang, Encik N menjelma semula dengan muka bengis dan merah menyala. aku cepat2 lari masuk rumah, dan kawan aku tuh pun cepat2 kunci pagar n lari masuk rumah.
Encik N dengan selambernya memanjat pagar rumah kawan aku tuh, dan penggustian pun bermula la dirumah kawan aku. habis segala panjat meja semua, selamat x dak pisau ja tang tuh, kalau x memang arwah la aku nie....
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p/s: disebabkan sekarang semua org dah besaq la katakan, Encik N dgn aku tidak seperti ini lagi.  =)

dalam dingin subuh....

dalam 5 hari lagi, ramadhan pun akan berakhir... sedih dan pilu.... tambahan pulak, dah nak kena balik Japan on the 3rd raya. 1st raya je i'll be in Penang. hope i have time to meet all the families and friends.  this year will be the 1st time i'll be having my 1st raya in Penang, my own home. its kinda exciting, but kinda sad because it'll be only for the 1st day of Syawal. but its better than never kan?

biasa la, bila dah cuti lama2 nie, nak start busy with the workaholic Japanese tuh memang la bertambah2 berat lagik. compared to others yang studying in Japan, even though holidays pun still go to their lab and have progress on their research. urghhh! just not my style! i'm the kinda person yang kalau kerje, kerja habis2san, then cuti, cuti la sakan2. x perlu la nak fikir hal2 study time cuti. siapa setuju, raise your hands!! =P 

disebabkan the environment, where people around likes to do things, this and that even in holidays, makes me look like a lazy-bum girl. (ohh...menyalahkan orang atas tindakan sendiri) maaf ye...

tukar topik tukar topik, before im getting all emo with all the U's bussinesses, its better i keep on day dreaming about the in-coming March event. =P for those who knew, you'll know, kepada sesiapa yang x tahu lagi, tunggu je la dulu ye.

S.A.Y.A.S.E.D.I.H.N.A.K.T.I.N.G.G.A.L.K.A.N.M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A.
N.A.K.C.U.T.I.L.A.M.A.L.A.G.I.!!! 

2 Dimension energy consumer

urghh..bengannyer ngan tenet kat Msia nie. lembapnyer broadband
(ishk aku nie, dah kat Msia pun dok mengadap computer...computer..computer....)
x boleh lekang!
dulu aku selalu kutuk la orang2 yang selalu mengadap computer and maen game ni..macam x ada life lain. huhuu...harap maaf siapa yang terasa ye!
tapi, sekarang nie, aku pun sama je. mana x nyer. ada kat rumah pun, bukan ada orang lain. aku sorang je. plus, kat penang @ area rumah aku ni, mane la aku ada kawan pun. sekolah bukan kat kg nie, U pun bukan kat sini, kawan2 tgh belajar kat luar. plus, aku x ada kereta kat sini.
so mandom la aku kat rumah.... ishk, bebel pulak dah puasa-puasa nie =P !

Selamat berpuasa !

tolong buang ye buku itu ?!?!?!?@#$%^&*

now that I've realized,
its very dangerous to write your diary on a book. because when you've done with your past, and its time to turn a new leaf, and you want to just throw you old diary and get over it. its just sooo hard.
not that it's hard because its painful, well, its not! its hard because,

HOW DO YOU THROW YOUR DIARY?
a) you tear up all of the pages and throw in the dustbin
b) just throw in the dustbin in the evening so that the next morning the MPSP will do their job
c) burn the diary to dust
d) any others??

i would go for b) because its easy, and i thought that if i throw with all the other stuff, there will be no way other the MPSP or other people got the chance to see the book.

well i'm wrong!

i woke up this morning and found out that they are searching for valuable stuff in people's garbage. and my diary is one of the chosen one other than a nike handbag that is very old, and the tali is like reput, which i threw all a long.

so there i go...

spider webs and lollipops

beberapa hari lepas, dalam sedang aku mengemas bilik aku untuk memberi ruang untuk bernafas + memberi ruang untuk orang baru =) , aku terjumpala what they called the 'BUKU BIODATA'. a ala, buku yang biasanya budak-budak time skolah dulu tulis before berpisah tu. especially girls akan buat buku tu. i had some =)

memuler biler jumper + baca, rasa macam lawak la pulak time kanak- kanak dulu. nak pecah perut la aku baca budak2 ni tulis perkara2 yang buat bersama sekalik time dulu. but then when i keep on reading, aku rasa, bagus jugak buku nie. jadi macam nasihat semula untuk aku. and i almost cried when reading some of the posts, which really touched my heart.

here are two of my bestfriends's:

she was the only one who wrote the last sentence. and i prove that i had been her friend till the end. aku doakan dia ditempatkan didalam golongan orang yang beriman. aminnn...

Selamat Berpuasa!
dan Maaf Zahir Batin....
semoga ramadhan kita tahun ini lebih di berkati...aminnn

tripping off from budget tripping

i thought this summer is all about me traveling and having fun under budget. but, you know how they say, 'it takes two to tango'...Me + Money (for next month yang masuk agak awal). yosh! so there it flow.....

the second trip to Disney Resort. the last time i went there were last summer with V, ina and kerel to DisneySea. but this time, we; mijah, ina, adila, kak ct and kerel, went to DISNEYLAND! yeayyy!
i had so much fun. and i guess i was the one who was too much with energy. pity them they did'nt get enough rest the day before so they were like really penat by the evening. however, we still manage to enjoy and have fun in the Magical Land.


thanks to our well planned plan, we managed to ride almost all of the main attractions |(^^)/; love love love the themed rides. (i dont really like big big huge rides but no themes, meaning, ermm...ala..macam main naik je, pusing- pusing , takut- takut= pressure land),
and got to see some of the shows consisting the night parade. i really enjoyed the show, called 'Minnie oh Minnie', a show where minnie and friends dance and sing energatically. sesiapa yang datang ke Disneyland dinasihatkan untuk menonton persembahan ini. and we also get a chance to dance along with them too =P

we end the day with a round trip on a railway in the park , viewing around the man made American Jungle ( i think). today was a blast! hope to come again next time (when money becomes my best friend =P )

\(^'^)/ \(*.*)/

alhamdulillah, congrates for him that he has been selected to pursue master under UNIMAS (Sarawak) program. and as some of you have know, i have been selected under the University Malaysia Pahang program but unfortunately is not qualified for the UNIMAS. im very happy and proud of him kerana terpilih antara 8 daripada 25 orang yang turut apply. and congrates also to others yang telah berjaya. however, i cant help but worry and scared of what the future will bring.

so, here it begins, a big step to my future. MENERIMA atau MENOLAK. satu pilihan yang besar yang menentukan masa depan aku dan dia. (hua huaaa..my blog is getting more and more personal) untuk aku, hanya satu jawapan yang pasti dan aku pasti dengan pilihan aku itu.
insyallah, kalau ada rezeki, ada la =)

yang biru itu kundi, yang emas itu warga tua....

semalam at last aku mengeluarkannya dari mulutku, "Kena jumpa doktor lagi ke lepas nie??" straight on the doctor's face. =) luka aku ni memang x completely sembuh lagi, tapi aku rasa aku boleh manage jaga (means, tukar balutan and bersihkan luka tu) sendiri. So aku pun beritahu doktor yang aku tak nak jumpa dia dah. But he said i need to see him for the last time on next week to comfirm everything is alright. but disebabkan minggu depan hari selasa saya akan bertolak ke tanah airku (yeayyy!) maka i've make an appointment on this Saturday's morning. Dan di sini la bermula nya perubatan tradisional aku.

i've stop using the doctor's ubat sapu luka melecor, and i'm using minyak gamat. we'll see the result. hopefully cepat kering la luka, boleh la pergi terjun sungai tengah2 panas ni =P (macam sempat la konon)

dalam pada aku berkeliaran semalaman, which involve me, and me dan tersesat jalan untuk carik supermarket Itoyokado kat Mizonokuchi punyer station, tanpa disedari aku telah berjalan sampai la ke station sebelah. sambil aku berjalan- jalan, aku terfikirkan nasib warga emas di Jepun ni. ke sana ke mari aku jumpa banyak warga emas je. kadang- kadang kesian tengok mereka. sebabnya, bukan macam kat Malaysia, warga emas biasanya akan di jaga baik2 oleh anak- anak mereka dan kebiasaannya warga emas ni tak la jalan sesorang pergi beli beras kat supermarket.

but kat Jepon ni laen betul situasinya. Bukan saja warga emas, warga lebih emas sparkling shining lagik berumur tu, yang berjalan pun pada kelajuan 1cm/saat, ( i think mencapai 80 tahun la ) , yet still keluar rumah sorang2 to get household things done. kebanyakan masa aku rasa macam nak tolong je atuk nenek ni. kalau aku tengah drive then jumpa atuk-nenek ni tengah jalan tepi jalan, kalo kereta aku kosong and aku tak ada hal, insyallah aku dah angkut dah mereka- mereka ni. so sad la to see warga emas yang diabaikan oleh family mereka.

aku harap aku tak la jadi anak macam tu nanti bila mama and abah aku dah tak sihat. and i pray that my children also tak akan bersikap sebegitu kepada orang tua. aminnn.....

ohh yaa...i've got myself a new compact camera since the last one has broken. i really wanted big big camera like others have because i also have interest in taking pictures (aku pernah bercita- cita nak jadik kamera men) , but masalah kewangan dan mungkin kekurangan masa lepak bila dah start sem nanti membuatkan aku tangguhkan dulu. once i'm settled and got extra money, then i'll laksanakan my plan. =)












by my new 'baby'

Human Anatomy

today, another date with Mr Doctor. Hope that today's the last time because the hospital is bout 12 minutes train ride from my house but i have to transfer train so the train's fee is kinda high =(500 yen one way).

its kinda waste of money to go there just to see the doctor so i usually rayau-rayau sorang2 and a lot of time it requires money since i tend to shop a lot when I'm alone ( no one to stop me from buying expensive and tak perlu thinggy). i really need to put a stop on using my credit card =(

- pot luck and BBQ again =P @ hachioji -

loving summer love

-Vanilla and Dark Chocolate-

the clear sky ....

the hang outs.......

hopes no end

peningnyer!!!

memikirkan masa depan. buat julung kalinya, aku nak tulis apa yang aku fikirkan sekarang secara personal. yupp.. most of the time i dont really write emotional stuff that clearly shows what i felt but right now i've been thinking of writing some.

my definition of FUTURE is equals me and V----> FUTURE = ME + V
as,
V : is the one
ME : the one who is relying everything on V

i know we are human who can only plan, but God is the one who determines everything, our luck and our life. It's all have been written. But, tak salah kalau kita berusaha untuk dapatkan apa yang kita nak kan?!?!?!

and...one more thing about man, i just wanna ask you, and you who are reading this post. What do you think of a woman who plays the role as money-provider in the family? maybe disebabkan she gets more money at THAT time, so apa masalahnyer dengan memberi sedikit sumbangan untuk family untuk mengurangkan beban tanggungan?

please leave your comments.

p/s: and i am unable to shower properly a couple of days now because of my injury on my peha. rimas and bertambah pening with my once every 2 days visit to meet the doctor =(

alhamdulillah atas rezeki dari Mu...

ku bermohon pada Mu supaya Kau tunjukkanlah jalan yang terbaik bagi ku....
amin...

penghabis duitku dikala cuti

today,
another date with Mister Dr.

God, segerakanla sembuhkan my luka (size setengah tapak tangan) from that accident. =(

Izumi Tamagawa BBQ and Mount Mitake Adventure =P

30th July 2009,
Took place in Izumi-Tamagawa, about 3 train stations away from my house, the Meijians hold a BBQ get together for the 1st time since we were here. It was planned successfully by "V" and by the help of "Tot". Was so proud of V of his leadership =P . mainly the boys who arranged everything since i still have my exam on that day. and also thankx to Kak Dyana (Meiji phd student) who prepared very delicious desserts and rojak buatan sendiri and Kak Mimah for her apam balik.


1-2 August 2009,
One night camp in Mount Mitake. About 30 of us, JAD student had gathered for a once in a life time event, camping in an unspoiled nature of one of the mounts in Japan. The mount is located in Okutama region, the westernmost part of Tokyo. Driving distance= 2 hours from Tokyo.

The camp was a success! Thanks for you guys for making it successful. Hope that there'll be another chance for this kinda activity.


*some of the camping photos are courtesy of Mr. Deryck

unexpected accident, a reminder when having fun...

todays a bad day for me.tertumpah a cup of boiling hot water(100degree) on my right thigh when me,ina,kerel,fareez were having buffet dinner at an italian restaurant. it was so painful (still am) that i have to go to hospital...my thigh is wrapped like pear in a white net wrapper and im bearing the pain =(

=)

Having blasting fun except for the going-to-lab time...
There's so much to write but so little time.
will write to you soon!

Travel, MY style!

yeayyy! at last its holiday! on 25th August i'll be back in Malaysia for a month, so before leaving Japan, i have to do some stuff in the lab. So eventough its holiday, i still have to go to school =(

however, i plan travel around Japan. i'm learning to travel on budget. so anyone who's up to travel on low cost, back-packing style,travelling around Japan, feel free to join me. or feel free to suggest me anywhere so we can make up a plan =)

my 1st plan other than camping with the guys ("Ini Camping Kita") is travel to Enoshima- Kamakura. A day trip, travel for beginners. I really look forward to go! Since this is the 1st time i'll be going on a backpacking trip, i just wanna have a 1st trial maybe only 3-4 of us will be going.

holidays...

people always ask me like, "it's summer, so where are you having your holidays? have you been around Japan?Hokkaido? Osaka? Kyoto?...." "it's winter hols, going anywhere? maybe europe?or even Korea?"...
and the answers always the same....

NO MONEY! and thats truly true...

i'm that kinda person who really enjoys travelling especially to places that i haven't been. since childhood, my mom always take us (her GIRLS) to wherever places on holidays. but because of the expenses, there's no chance for us to go outside Malaysia. However, most of the countries in Malaysia i have been to. Love the holidays so much!

Now, i have been outside Malaysia, TOKYO, Japan; but unfortunately, its the only place i've been. I really wanted to travel somewhere else, but money seems to be the ONLY problem. ( i guess for lots of people too =P) I'm not into buying cars like most of the boys here, so if i were to have lots of money, like them (because the have part-time job, and i havent got a chace to do so- always been rejected) i will use the money for TRAVEL!

Since i'm planning to further Master in Meiji, theres a HUGE opportunity for me to get some $$$ from the University. So hopefully, with that, I'll be able to make my dreams come true.... =)

SWISS! here I come!!!

I'm 22...

and i can make my own decision,
so please ma,
take a step back for my space to evolve,
and so i can be independent.

Let me makes mistakes, cos that's the best way for me to learn,
Let me have my own thoughts and opinion on things,
and let me say whats on my mind,
Because maybe, there are times that I'm just right....



With Love ~

a little more to go...

sikit je lagik!! yosh! GO GIRL!!
about 2 weeks left before my summer hols, which i've been waiting for sooooo long.
i just wanna have a break and relax with my family in Malaysia, yeah i mean it, FAMILY! I'll be coming home for about one month, so this year i'll be able to perform ramadhan's ibadah in Malaysia and also will have the chance to spend 3 days of Aidilfitri there =) what a bless!! But this year is the 1st time my younger sister celebrate raya overseas (New Zealand), so our family gathering is still not complete. Nevertheless, I hope she'll be enjoying her Raya with her friends there.

since I am sooo busy this semester, I just hope that this break I can spend time with my family, at both my father's and my mother's. ooh, forgot to tell you guys, I'm gonna be having a new 'adik'. My stepmother is pregnant now and she'll be delivering maybe on September. Hopefully i got the chance to meet my new adik before my flight back here.

!@#$%^&*()

why men just don't get us?

....

its been a while since my last post. lately I've been really busy, with assignments, reports, reading papers for research proposal and so on.

sometimes i kinda wonder what life will be if I'm not here, not pursuing my study in engineering and in Japan, if i choose another road, will i succeed? i know it's kinda late to go back to the time when u have no responsibilities, and its okay to do what ever u love to do. But its never late to stop and think about what u really want to do.

once, i've always dreamnt of becoming a Dr. , hold a name that everyone in your fields knows. Im still dreaming of that, especially the respect and honour u get from people around u, as well as the price u'll get for u're hardwork. and my mom always supported me and enchouraged me to have high ambition, so that one day i'll be able to sit down and relax with the pleasure that i've owned.

but, sometimes, thoughts come up in my mind. saying, is it worth it for all the hardship, and all the sacrifices, the stresses bursting in my mind, the people i loose along the way when I'm following my dream? will it be paid for?

its just that I'm so scared. there's only a half-year left before I'm graduating but i still don't know whats my future that will lay before me. am i able to future my research here?(which I'm really hoping for) and am i gonna be alone? do i have to?

Oh God , give me strength.....aminnn....

Until next Monday.....

700yen in my pocket (equals 1 meal of Japanese simple dinner) ,
0 yen in my bank,
bout 50yen in my tabung,

beras habis terus,
roti pun dah habis,

plus;

1 packet of wheat flour,
1 packet of sugar,
1/2 bar of chocolate,
5 eggs,
some ikan bilis,
1 batang carrot,
3 biji bawang besar,
3 slices of cheese
and a box of yogurt drink.....

i wonder what my meals will turn out to be??

i have a dream...

dalam kebusyan lately; this week lab presentation, next week lab presentation, lab report, lab itu, lab ini, preparing research proposal still (still in idle).....

setiap pagi bgn trus kepala switch ON!
mcm x boleh berhenti berfikir; how to do this and that, when, what, why the analysis still don't produce good result...ooooo merapu...

and recently boley kata setiap malam aku tido smbil berfikir psl lab gak...but mimpi ku tidak smpai kesana.
mimpi ku sampai ke SOKSEK!! every night i dream of my friends back in high school, not the samee person plak tuh, its like almost every night tukar watak. sampai im kinda excited to sleep (be glad guys!) and let my dreams take me away...

away from this hecticness.

-muka garang2... =P -

wish to have them here...

"If it dies, it's biology, if it blows up, it's chemistry,
if it doesn't work, it's physic."

-JOHN WILKES

Di mana terletak nya GUNUNG EVEREST??

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(ping pong)

INDIA??


hahahaa...
see! how bad is my geographical knowledge and general knowledge. To those who want to give me a gift, feel free to give me a poster of world map, or a globe. or any encyclopedia.
i'm very bad in general knowledge. and last night i've realized that i don't have interest to know about general knowledge, but i like to know knowledge that people don't usually know. Such as how people can grow back their thumb if it was cut. or what's the diffenrence between this and that and bla bla bla...

i've tried to learn more on general knowledge(GK) but i have a high tendecy to just forget whatsoever GK that i've read, watched from TV or surfed on the net!! that's why i'd prefer to not to know, rather than forgetting. =P

but i think maybe it's about time for me to read more on GK and the news since the time is near for me to be out from the shelter and in the society of the world.

my craving NoN-StoP!

nak makan waffle! nak makan waffle! nak makan waffle!

i kinda have a hard time finding waffle in Japan. i think Malaysian do eat more waffles than Japanese. Places that i saw selling waffles are always the expensive type of cafes; like the price of just a small piece of waffle is about 3times the price of tall size Starbuck Coffee. Other than that, there's ready made waffle that don't tastes good enough for me.

miss the waffle yang jual kat kedai2 kecik kat any shopping complex or foodcourts kat m'sia. wahaa....miss the A&W waffle... nak sgt! =(